Saturday, 26 February 2022

Where is God?

 Jagrut in Sushupti.

Not aware of body consciousness

Without guru's help, impossible to 'Turn Inward.'

I without attributes is real I

That is God.

Don't try to find it outside.

Cannot discriminate between the experienced I and by which I is experienced...that easily

need tapa sadhana

The real I , the Self is I. 

It is always realised.

Remove ideas, concepts that block it's realisation.

........

For god/Self realisation to stabilise:

Should the world vision end?

yes. 

Else there is no realisation of the Self.

Should the kundalini be awakened?

yes.

do you need samadhi?

Yes.

How else will you seek the Self?

does the prana need to go in Sushumna.

Obviously.

Do you need to be awake or jagrut in sushupti? 

its a must.

Is yoga required?

Whatever leads you to it.

With bhava, the nerve currents are stilled...and one experiences samadhi or the vision of reality.

With a firm conviction of the unreality of the Jagat, the jiva gives up it's essential nature.

The nature of seeking unreal objects in an unreal world.

that too stills the currents.

The sadhak can slip into samadhi thus.

......

Bhava, rising of the kundalini, mind merging in the Self, experiencing samadhi, nerve currents stilled.

...loss of body consciousness. Attention to the first person...Self enquiry leading to Atmanusandhanam.

Are the above synonymous terms?

Yes.

........

Mirabai...so still you can hear the blood in veins flowing.

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vivekchudamani chp 4

around 19:00 plus

No impulse to enjoy = param seema of vairagya

When I doesn't arise = antim seema of bodha bodha 

When Chitta vritti doesn't arise = limit of uparati

chitta vritti leen hoke vapas nahi lot ti

Asat vishayon me pravritti = adnyan

Removing attention from that, nivritti = dnyan

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23:00 

signs of jivanmukta

not to think of past or worry about the future.

not to involve in the present. poorna udasin favourable or pratikool = lakshan of jivanmukta

ahamta or mamta ka abhav = jivanmukta ka lakshyan


bahirmukhi or bramhabhav?

vasanaye kshin ho jati hai

vishaya kamana uth nahi sakti

..

one leena in his real nature has no concepts of I , You

here, there

...

chp 5 19:00

Bramha or jivatma ki aikyata ke anubhav se meri sabhi pravrittiya leen ho chuki hai

....

atma swaroop ki prapti hui

asanga anasakta

27:00

nothing better than mouna 

......

From atma vichar patikam:

10. Do not perform any action thinking ‘It should be done


by me’. Nothing is done by you, (for) you are simply


nothing ! By knowing this first, if you avoid the rising


of doership, then everything will be done well by Him


and your peace will remain undisturbed !


...........

11. When scrutinizing ‘What is real?’, nothing in the world


is (found to be) real; Self alone is real (satyam).


Therefore, let us renounce everything and ever remain


unshakably as the reality (sat). This alone is the service


enjoined upon us by Sri Ramana, our eternal Lord!


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Tuesday, 15 February 2022

Laxman Swami

 

https://mathrusrisarada.org/Mahanirvanam.html

david_godman at yahoo.co.uk. email contact
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Past tendencies, vasanas removed by Guru's grace...touch etc. ..Only then, the Self is experienced.
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"the mind suddenly became concentrated and still. There was a flash of light within me. It persisted and I became aware of an inner divine light, shining in all its magnificence. The light encircled and engulfed me and within a few seconds, I lost all consciousness of the body. There was total inner stillness. Paramatman, the Supreme Self, shone within me in its fullest glory and splendor. The effulgence of Atman within me impressed on me the fact that Atman is God Himself in this temple of the physical body."

 "Hrudaya kuhara madhye kevalam brahma maathram...."

..........

Papa on bhagvan

https://www.dlshq.org/saints/my-beloved-papa-swami-ramdas/

About man’s relationship with God, Papa says, “Man is God playing the fool,” meaning that man is essentially divine, but that Divine has put a mask of ignorance on Himself and pretends individuality. When He is ready to tear off the mask, the individual gets tired of worldly life and seeks peace and everlasting happiness. He then goes to a wise man, accepts him as his Guru, does sadhana as prescribed by him, and by virtue of sadhana and the Guru’s grace, all the vasanas accumulated over lifetimes are washed away and the mind is made pure. Thereupon the mask is torn off and the individual realises “I AM BRAHMAN”. When and in whom He chooses to reveal Himself is a mystery. 

Papa emphasised the need of absolute surrender to the Divine Will. He would say, “His will is supreme. If we are conscious of this always, there is no struggle in life at all. When we surrender to God’s will, we put all our burdens on Him. He is only too willing to carry everything. Surrender means strength, peace, bliss and wisdom. But when the ego raises its head, all these disappear and man becomes a puny, care-worn creature. God has made man a blissful being.”

What is meant by surrender? 

Surrender means to know and feel that all our actions are God’s actions; all our movements are His movements.

 If we live our life with this attitude, our ego-sense will gradually disappear. 

The whole universe is the play and form of God’s sakti. 

When once we know that all are forms of the one Divine, all separateness will be lost in the great realisation.”

Papa acknowledged himself as a visishtadvaitin:

Papa: Ramdas is not a pure advaitin. He believes in the co-existence of dvaita and advaita. The jivanmukta retains a higher subtle individuality; he moves about and acts in the world realising that he and God are one. Ramdas in this body is active in doing things. Whatever he may do, he is at the same time conscious that he is the eternal and all-pervading Reality. So, in that state there is separation and unity simultaneously.

S.: Is there no state when the jivanmukta can lose his individuality in the One and be free of birth?

Papa: That is possible. That is what the jnanis do. They do not believe in the existence of a higher individuality at all. As soon as the lower individuality is dissolved, they cease to exist as separate entities. There cannot be any rebirth for them. Adi Sankaracharya was one of that type.

Having realised his oneness with the Absolute, Papa maintained a subtle individuality to enjoy his relationship with the Divine as a child towards its mother or a servant towards its master. He had great reverence for all saints and sages. Whenever he referred to them, he would say that he was only a child of all saints. He had great respect and reverence for Bhagavan Sri Ramana. Of him he has said, “Sri Ramana Maharshi was in all respects a remarkable saint. After realising the Eternal, he lived in the Eternal. His advent was a veritable blessing on this earth. By his contact thousands were saved from the clutches of doubt and sorrow. He lived what he preached and preached what he lived. He exerted a wonderful influence and created in the hearts of ignorant men and women a consciousness of their inherent Divinity. He awakened the sleeping soul to the awareness of its immortal and all-blissful nature. By his very presence he rid the hearts of people of their base and unbridled passions. The faithful derived the greatest benefit by communion with him.”


As Papa had attained realisation by taking to uninterrupted chanting of the divine name Ram, coupled with contemplation of the attributes of God, he always extolled the virtue of nama-japa in sadhana. 

Based upon his personal experience, Papa assured all seekers that nama-japa would lead them to the supreme heights of realisation of one’s oneness with the Almighty. 

On the power of the Divine Name he has this to say: “The Divine Name is pregnant with a great power to transform the world. It can create light where there is darkness, love where there is hate, order where there is chaos, and happiness where there is misery. The Name can change the entire atmosphere of the world from one of bitterness, ill will and fear to that of mutual love, goodwill and trust. For the Name is God Himself. To bring nearer the day of human liberation from the sway of hatred and misery, the way is the recognition of the supremacy of God over all things and keeping the mind in tune with the Universal by the chanting of the Divine Name.”

....

About this experience Papa himself has said, “The Maharshi, turning his beautiful eyes towards Ramdas, and looking intently for a few minutes into his eyes as though he was pouring into Ramdas his blessings through those orbs, nodded his head to say he had blessed. A thrill of inexpressible joy coursed through the frame of Ramdas, his whole body quivering like a leaf in the breeze.

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“In the earlier stages this vision was occasionally lost, pulling him down to the old life of diversity with its turmoil of like and dislike, joy and grief. But he would be drawn in again into the silence and calmness of the spirit. A stage was soon reached when this dwelling in the spirit became a permanent and unvarying experience with no more failing off from it, and then the still more exalted state came on: his hither inner vision projected outwards. First a glimpse of this new vision dazzled him off and on. This was the working of divine love. He would feel as though his very soul had expanded like the blossoming of a flower and by a flash, as it were, enveloped the whole universe, embracing all in a subtle halo of love and light. This experience granted him a bliss infinitely greater than he had in the previous state. 

Now it was that Ramdas began to cry out, ‘Ram is all. It is He as everybody and everything!’ This condition was for some months coming on and vanishing. When it wore away, he would instinctively go into solitude. When it was present, he freely mixed in the world, preaching the glory of divine love and bliss. 

With this externalised vision Ramdas’ mission began. Its fullness and magnificence was revealed to him during his stay in the Kadri cave, and here the experience became more sustained and continuous. The vision of God shone in his eyes and he would see none but Him in all objects. Now wave after wave of joy arose in him. He realised that he had attained to a consciousness full of splendour, power and bliss.”

In his accounts of his travels and dealings with devotees, humour was never far from Papa’s lips. Always a keen sense of proportion levelled the absurd to the mundane and raised the mundane to the sublime.

Once Papa was rambling aimlessly through a bazaar, not begging, indeed indifferent to food, as he was on a water fast.

“Who is that man?” a passer-by enquired of a merchant, pointing at Papa. The merchant replied, tapping his temple, “He is a half-cracked”.

Papa, overhearing the remark, went up to them to correct the merchant’s words. “No, brother, not merely half-cracked. Why not say full-cracked, which is the truth?” So saying, Papa passed on his way.

Any doubt about Papa’s sense of proportion is washed away completely by the “Boot-kick Puja” episode. Papa had been staying at Limbdi, where he was being sumptuously looked after and treated with the utmost respect. Every day more than a hundred people came for his darshan and satsang. Never attached to such externalities, as soon as Papa received the inner command of Ram to quit the place, he left. The tedious train-ride was broken at several places by a change in trains. One occurred at about ten at night.

Entering a third-class carriage, Papa found that it was very full, and everyone was lying down at full length on their bedding, leaving no room for any other passenger. Somehow, however, Papa found a perch at the feet of a particularly short passenger. At the next station, a number of new passengers poured into the carriage. These had to stand in the narrow passage between the seats, while not a single sleeping passenger made room for them. Papa felt that he should give up his seat for one of them and so quietly slipped down to the floor and stayed there. His former perch was, of course, immediately taken.

At the next station, a fresh set of passengers came in. The rush was now so great that they began tramping through the passage with their heavy boots, searching for some available place to sit. Papa, crouching on the floor like a rabbit, received their kicks with no small delight. He rolled himself down and twisted his body into a figure 8 in order to take up the least amount of room. Station after station new passengers came in. They crowded the passage to well-nigh suffocation point. Some of the sleeping passengers were even forced to sit up. So Papa was treated with boot-kicks from all four sides. Seated passengers had to knock against him when changing the position of their legs. The ones standing in the passage added their share whenever they were shoved. Papa’s only covering was a single cloth from head to foot. He looked not unlike a cloth bag on the floor. Reflecting upon the situation, Papa said to himself:

“Ramdas, only a few hours ago you were receiving puja (worship) at the houses of several devotees with flower garlands, sandal paste and arati (waving of lights). That was one kind of puja. Now here you are, immediately afterwards, getting another kind, with boot-kicks! Where is the difference? Is there any less Ram in the one than in the other?”

And so Papa went on chuckling to himself throughout the rest of the journey.

He travelled all over India many times during the next few years and finally settled down in a small ashram built by one of his devotees at Kasaragod, Kerala. 

.........end...........................


Part 16-madhav tirtha- Being aware of the Self is the real meditation

https://www.davidgodman.org/dialogues-and-teachings-recorded-by-swami-madhavatirtha/2/ 

Q: In the alatha-shanti of Gaudapada’s Karika [v. 97], it is said that 

if the slightest vaidharmata bhava [the attitude that there is something that exists other than the Self] remains, 

then oneness will not be established and the breaking of the veil that covers the Self will not take place. 

In that context, what is the meaning of vaidharmata?


M: In that verse the term vaidharmata should be understood to be parichinna bhava [an attitude of restriction]. 

If you want God, he is there all the time. 

So long as the world is not realised to be false, thoughts of the world will keep on coming. 

So long as the snake is seen, the rope does not appear. 

The mind that creates the world will not be able to take the world as false. 

As it happens in the dream state, so it also happens in the waking state. Without the mind there is no world. In sleep, since there is no mind, there is no world. Therefore it is not necessary to think of the world that is imagined by the mind.

That which is nitya nivritta [always removed, that is, never existing] need not be given any thought to. 

A barber, after having thrown out someone’s hair does not count how many are black and how many are white as all of them have to be thrown away. 

Similarly, it is not necessary to count imaginary things. It is only necessary to cease to imagine that they are true. 

To remove the snake from the rope, it is not necessary to kill the snake. In the same way it is not necessary to kill the mind. By understanding the complete non-existence of the mind, the mind will go away.

The experience that is without the seer and the seen

that is without time and space, 

is the real experience.

 When we have a dream, we see many varieties of forms. Out of them we believe one form to be ‘my’ form and we also believe that ‘I am that’. If we are the manufacturer of the dream, then we are the actor in all the forms in the dream as well as the actor in our own form. 

The one who has the dream believes that all the forms [in the dream] are real, and that they are separate from each other. And he also believes that in the dream he himself has a form. 

He is not aware that he is both the actor of the dream and all the other forms [that he sees]. 

He realises on waking that everything in the dream was he and he alone. In the same way, a jnani knows that the world [being only a dream] is never created.

  Whatever is there is all his own Self, one and undivided.

Q: How to control such a mind?

M: Except for enquiry into the self, there is no way that the mind can be destroyed.


Q: How to meditate?

M: 

Being aware of the Self is the real meditation.

 When the mind gives up its habit of choosing and deciding, it turns towards its own real nature. 

At that time it gets into the established state. 

When the ego gets more powerful, entry into this state does not take place.


Q: Should we be patriotic and should we not serve our country?

M: First be what you are. Therein lies all truth and happiness. While trying to become someone.

Q: If one were to keep such a state of non-action, the mind would become void and no worldly activities could be done.

M: First obtain this state where no differences arise and then tell me whether actions can be done or not. 

Truly speaking, so long as the body is there, some activity is bound to happen. Only the attitude ‘I am the doer’ has to be given up

The activities do not obstruct. It is the attitude ‘I did’ that is the obstruction. 

Else, the ahankara gets in. 

You think that the world will be conquered by your power, 

but when you turn inwards towards the Self, 

you will know that a higher power is working everywhere.

.........

Power of Arunachala

https://www.davidgodman.org/the-power-of-arunachala/

So long as we feel the name and form of our body to be ‘I’, we cannot conceive God as being anything but a name and form.

 Even if we think that God is formless, that very thought about God itself is a form – a mere mental conception. 

This is why Sri Bhagavan says in the second line of the third verse of Ashtakam,

 ‘If one tries to think of your nature as formless, 

he is like one who wanders throughout the world to see the sky’.

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Monday, 14 February 2022

Amrutanubhava review

 https://www.nonduality.com/jnan.htm

They are not entirely the same,

Nor are they not the same.
We cannot say exactly what they are.

How sweet is their union!
The whole world is too small to contain them,
Yet they live happily in the smallest particle.

These two are the only ones
Who dwell in this home called the universe.
When the Master of the house sleeps,
The Mistress stays awake,
And performs the functions of both.

When He awakes, the whole house disappears,
And nothing at all is left.

Two lutes: one note.
Two flowers: one fragrance.
Two lamps: one light.

Two lips: one word.
Two eyes: one sight.
These two: one universe.

In unity there is little to behold;
So She, the mother of abundance,
Brought forth the world as play.

He takes the role of Witness
Out of love of watching Her.
But when Her appearance is withdrawn,
The role of Witness is abandoned as well.

Through Her,
He assumes the form of the universe;
Without Her,
He is left naked.

If night and day were to approach the Sun,
Both would disappear.
In the same way, their duality would vanish
If their essential Unity were seen.

In fact, the duality of Shiva and Shakti
Cannot exist in that primal unitive state
From which AUM emanates.

They are like a stream of knowledge
From which a knower cannot drink
Unless he gives up himself.

Is the sound of AUM divided into three
Simple because it contains three letters?
Or is the letter 'N' divided into three
Because of the three lines by which it is formed?
.............

A man returns to himself
When he awakens from sleep;
Likewise, I have perceived the God and Goddess
By waking from my ego.

When salt dissolves,
It becomes one with the ocean;
When my ego dissolved,
I became one with Shiva and Shakti.

....
How wonderful is his friendship!
He has manifested duality
In the form of Guru and disciple
Where there is not even a place for one!

He becomes as vast as the sky,
Including the entire universe within himself.
Within him
Even darkness and non-existence dwell.

The words, "Guru" and "disciple"
Refer to but one;
The Guru alone exists as both these forms.
........
By looking in a mirror, one perceives his own identity;
But that identity was already there.

In the same way, relative knowledge gives the understanding
Of the identity of the world and the Self --
But it is like using a knife
To cut another knife.

Fire, in the process of annihilating camphor,
Annihilates itself as well;
This is exactly what happens to knowledge
In the process of destroying ignorance.

The cresting of a wave is but its fall;
The flash of a bolt of lightning
Is but its fading.

Likewise, knowledge,
Drinking up the water of ignorance,
Grows so large
That it completely annihilates itself.

This absolute Knowledge is like
The intrinsic fullness of the moon,
Which is unaffected
By its apparent waxing and waning.

Likewise, that which is Consciousness Itself
Does not possess the quality of being conscious,
And is, therefore, not conscious of Itself.

If absolute Knowledge required the aid
Of some other kind of knowledge to know Itself,
It would be nothing but ignorance.

Of course, light is not darkness;
But, to itself, is it even light?

If there is a pot, a pot is perceived,
And if the pot is broken, its brokenness is perceived;
If there is no pot at all,
Is not its absence perceived as well?

It can be seen, therefore,
That he who perceives that there is nothing
Does not himself become nothing.
The Self has this same unique kind of existence,
Beyond both existence and non-existence.
....
The ultimate Reality
Is neither an object to Itself
Nor is It an object to anyone else.
Should it then be regarded as non-existent?

In a tank the water may be so clear
That it appears non-existent;
Though one who looks into the tank may not see it,
Still it is there.

Similarly,
The ultimate Reality exists in Itself,
And is beyond the conceptions
Of existence or non-existence.
.
When a jar is placed on the ground,
We have the ground with a jar;
When the jar is taken away,
We have the ground without a jar;

But when neither of these conditions exists,
The ground exists in its unqualified state.
It is in this same way
That the ultimate Reality exists.
.................          ...................

These three attributes, Sat, Chit, and Ananda
(Existence, Consciousness, and Bliss),
Do not actually define Brahman.
A poison is poison to others,
But not to itself.

Camphor is white;
Not only that, it is soft.
And not only that, it is fragrant as well.

Just as these three qualities signify
One object -- camphor, and not three objects;
So the three qualities,
Sat, Chit, and Ananda,
Are contained in one reality.
........
It is true that the words,
Sat, Chit, and Ananda,
Are different,
But the three are united in one Bliss.

When water is falling in drops,
We can count them.
But when the water is gathered
In a puddle on the ground,
It is impossible to count the number of drops.

In the same way,
The scriptures describe Reality
As Sat, or Existence,
In order to negate Its non-existence.
They call It Chit, or Consciousness,
In order to negate its unconsciousness.
...........
The Vedas,
Which are the very breath of the Lord,
Declare It to be Ananda, or Bliss,
Only in order to negate the possibility
Of pain existing in It.

Thus the word, Satchidananda,
Used to refer to the Self,
Does not really describe Its nature,
But merely signifies
That It is not the opposite of this.
.........
The fact is, if we try to know That,
The knowledge itself is That.
How, then, could the knowledge
And the object of knowledge remain separate?

So the words Sat, Chit, and Ananda
Do not denote That;
They are merely inventions of our thought.

These well-known words, Chit, Sat, and Ananda,
Are popularly used, it is true;
But when the knower becomes
One with That to which they refer,

Then they vanish
Like the clouds that pour down as rain,
Or like rivers which flow into the sea,
Or like a journey when one's destination is reached.

Of course, what exists cannot be said not to exist;
But can such existence be called "Existence?"
...
In blissfulness
There is no feeling of unhappiness;
But can it, for that reason, be called "Bliss?"

Existence vanishes along with non-existence,
Consciousness along with unconsciousness,
And bliss along with misery;
In the end, nothing remains.

Discarding the veil of duality
And all the pairs of opposites,
That alone remains
In Its own blessed state.

If a face does not look into a mirror,
There is neither a face before it
Nor behind it.
Likewise, He is neither happiness nor misery,
But pure Bliss itself.

Even before the sugar cane is planted,
The juice is within it;
But its sweetness is unknown --
Except to itself.
.........
Pure Consciousness is beyond
Both generalizations and particular statements;
It remains ever-content in Itself.

After such a discourse,
That speech is wise
Which drinks deeply of silence.

Truly, there is neither bondage nor freedom;
There is nothing to be accomplished.
There is only the pleasure of expounding.

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chp 6
.......
chp 7

In mathematics,
When one is subtracted from one,
What's left is zero --
And then that is erased.
The same thing happens
When the seer and the seen unite.

Every moment a particular quality is swallowed up
And its opposite emerges.
This is the opening and closing
Of the eye of Reality.

Whether a person is awake or asleep,
He is the same person.
.....

The word, "ignorance," is meaningless
If the Self is pervaded by it,
And yet remains as It is.

Since ignorance is contrary to Knowledge,
It cannot retain its existence
Within Knowledge;
Nor can it exist independently.

If a fish made of salt
Were to become alive,
It could live neither in the water
Nor outside the water.

Therefore, such statements as,
"The Self shines when ignorance is vanquished,"
Should not be heeded by the wise.

I am afraid to believe in this ignorance,
Since it is neither the cause of anything,
Nor the producer of any effect.

The pure Self
Does not even admit the name "Self!"
How could ignorance expect to find room there?

How can there be ignorance in the Self
Where there is not even room
For calling it "the Self"?

The village of understanding
Cannot be illumined in any way
By the existence of ignorance.

The Self does not become anything.
He does not know what He is.
All the means of knowledge vanish in Him.

Innumerable forms and visions arise,
But it is one pure Consciousness
Which is the substance of all.

Supreme Consciousness regards the objects of the world,
Once created,
As old and uninteresting,
And therefore presents to His vision
Ever-new and freshly-created objects.

In mathematics,
When one is subtracted from one,
What's left is zero --
And then that is erased.
The same thing happens
When the seer and the seen unite.

Every moment a particular quality is swallowed up
And its opposite emerges.
This is the opening and closing
Of the eye of Reality.

Whether a person is awake or asleep,
He is the same person.

In the same way,

The Self may be revealed or not revealed;
He does not become greater or lesser.
He always remains as He is.

The flame lights the fire;
But can it be regarded
As something different from fire?

Whatever form appears,
Appears because of Him.
There is nothing else here but the Self.

Whether He is the seer or the seen,
It doesn't matter;
There is only the Self
Vibrating everywhere.

Here, speech is prohibited;
Knowledge is not allowed.
Pride of experience can gain no entry.

Who, then, is that mean person
Who has designated Him as "ignorance"?
Really!
Is it not like saying the Sun is tied up
In a sack of darkness?

The scriptures declare with assurance
The everything that exists
Is radiating with His light.
Is it said for no reason?

The light of the Self
Is Itself the cause
Of the appearance of His beauty
Which He Himself is enjoying.

To ignore this Truth,
And to regard ignorance as the cause
Of the Self's appearance to Himself
Is utterly unreasonable.

Ignorance cannot be found to exist
By any means.
No matter how we may search for it,
That search proves futile.

......................end chp 7..........

chp 8


As for ourselves,
We possess neither knowledge nor ignorance.
Our Guru has awakened us
To our true identity.

If we attempt to see our own state,
That seeing itself becomes ashamed.
What,then, should we do?

Fortunately,
Our Guru has made us so vast
That we cannot be contained
Within ourselves.

Our identity is not limited
Solely to the universal Self,
But we are not disturbed
By perceiving our separative existence;
We remain, after final liberation,
The same as we were before.

The word that can describe our state
Has not yet been uttered.
The eyes that can see us
Do not exist.

Who could perceive us,
Or enjoy us as an object of enjoyment?
We cannot even perceive ourselves!

The wonder is that we are
Neither concealed nor manifest.
Ah -- how amazing it is
That we even exist!

How can mere words
Describe the state
In which we are placed by Sri Nivritti?

How can ignorance
Dare to come before us?
How can illusion
Come into being after its death?

And can there be any talk of knowledge
Where ignorance cannot gain entrance?

When night falls,
We light the lamps;
But what is the use of such efforts
When the Sun is here?

Likewise,
When there is no ignorance,
Knowledge also disappears;
Both of them have gone.

Actually,
Knowledge and ignorance are destroyed
In the process of discerning their meaning.

Both the husband
And the wife lose their lives
When each cuts off the other's head.

A lamp held behind a person
Is not really a light;
If it's possible to see in the dark,
It's not really darkness.

We may call that which is utter nescience
"Ignorance,"
But how can we call by the name of "ignorance"
That by means of which everything is known?

Knowledge turns into ignorance,
And ignorance is dispelled by knowledge;
Each is cancelled by the other.

Thus, he who knows does not know,
And even he who does not know, knows.
Where, then,
Could knowledge and ignorance dwell?

Since the Sun of Self-realization
Has arisen in the sky of pure Consciousness,
It has swallowed up
Both the day of knowledge
And the night of ignorance.
.............
...as a slab of gold might become
Articles of jewelry
For the sake of beauty

Just so, the one pure Consciousness becomes
The enjoyer and the object of enjoyment,
The seer and the object of vision,
Without disturbing Its unity.

Similarly, the auspicious drums
Of ever-new experiences
May be sounding,
But in the kingdom of Stillness,
Nothing is heard.


One who has attained this wisdom
May say whatever he likes;
The silence of his contemplation
Remains undisturbed.

There is really no action or inaction;
Everything that is happening
Is the sport of the Self.

.........
All that we have said
Is already self-evident.
Can words illumine the self-luminous?


If it be said
that there was then no need
To begin to write such a work as this,
I would have to reply that
We are describing what is already self-evident
Only out of love for it.

It may be that we have tasted it before,
But there is a new delight
In tasting it again.
To speak of what is self-evident
Is therefore unobjectionable.

We are immersed in the one perfect 'I';
We are pervading everything.
Therefore, we can be neither concealed
Nor revealed by anything.

What can we offer ourselves
In the form of exposition?
Would the Self be unexposed
If we were to remain silent?

...
My speech is therefore the same
As the deadest silence.

Even the ten Upanishads
Cannot approach this silent speech;
There, the intellect becomes
Absorbed in itself.

Jnandeva says,
"This is the sweet Nectar
Of Mystical Experience.
Even those who are liberated
Should have a drink of it."
......

Some souls have attained Liberation,
Some are seeking Liberation,
And some others are still in bondage.
These remain different in understanding
Only so long as they have not tasted
This Nectar of Mystical Experience.

Just as the streams
Which come to play in the Ganges
Become the Ganges,
Or as darkness going to meet the Sun
Becomes the light of the Sun;

Or as we may speak of different metals
Only so long as they have not been touched
By the philosopher's touchstone,
Which turns them all to gold;

So, those who enter deeply into these words
Are like rivers which, mingling with the ocean,
Become one.

Just as all possible sounds
Meet in the sound, AUM,
So there is nothing else,
In all the universe,
But the Self.

It is impossible to point to anything
That is not God.
Truly, everything is Shiva.

Jnandeva says,
"May everyone in the universe
Enjoy this feast of the Nectar
Of Mystical Experience."

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Part 15-Annamalai = Unreachable, unapproachable. Tiru. Amrita Saram

Unwavewringly established in the Self = Nishtha

https://www.davidgodman.org/allama-prabhu-prabhulinga-leelai/

 [Allama replied:]

‘One who has eradicated as alien [to himself]
the dense, fundamental illusion of egoity
and has, in full clarity, realised the Self –
such a one will be able to know Me also.

What point is there in speaking to one
who remains attached to the perishable body?’

So proclaimed He who knows jnanis
who have realised the truth non-dually.

.....

Not recognising Your [true nature], like one intoxicated,
with pride in my heart, I contemplated evil deeds.


Later I stood before You, and contradicted You,
babbling wicked nonsense like a madman.
Like a hunter who kills and snatches away dear life,
I have committed all these sins.
Father, out of your great and enduring grace,
may You cleanse me of all of them
and be my gracious Master.’

......
‘Show me the full measure of your compassion,
and reveal to me the true reality that I desire,
that I may fully know it.’

Thus replied Gorakkar, who stood there, free of desire
for the body to which he had clung.

The Radiant Supreme, who cannot be known
by knowledge gained from mere learning,
realising his spiritual maturity,
felt compassion for him.

His [Allama’s] holy heart, which had attained
to the state of the divine, filled with joy.
‘Listen with devotion,’ He said:

......

Note well the meaning [of this word]:
The cave [guhai] is the Heart,
and the one who dwells within it is Isan, the Lord.
I Myself am the one who is implied
by the word Guhesan.’
Thus declared the Flawless One.
At this the siddha rejoiced in his heart,
and his face lit up as he asked:
‘If You are [the Lord], then why in Your hand,
that is like a tender blossoming lotus flower,
do You hold a Siva lingam? Please explain.’

....

guhai swami

https://www.davidgodman.org/tales-from-the-life-of-guhai-namasivaya/2/

Taking into my heart as my Guru
Lord Arunagiri,
who now stands formless before me,
I have put to flight two-fold karma,
impossible to describe,
my soul’s threefold impurity,
so difficult to destroy,
and my unparalleled suffering.

...

a. Annamalai, meaning ‘unreachable or unapproachable mountain,’ is a common Tamil name for the mountain. The town of Tiruvannamalai combines the word ‘Annamalai’ with an honorific prefix.

....
guru namashivaya

Question: Who will attain this experience?

Answer: Only those who are pure and who have the prescribed qualifications will attain it.

The experience of reality – eternally abiding and shining as one, as blemishless, as fullness, and as truth – is attained only by those who are pure, who have a steady mind, who are noble, 

and who are undergoing their final birth.

....

Question: Then what is the way to attain Sivam?

Answer: The way to see one’s Self is by rejecting everything else as maya.

..

Question: If one renounces the jnana sastras, how can one attain the bliss of liberation?

Answer: Liberation is only delighting in the Self through tranquillity and without anxiety. When this is attained, books are of no use.

One may know the jnana sastras, or take up good sanyasa,

 or attempt to experience mauna samadhi

but the indescribable bliss of liberation is only becoming the Self,

 remaining without anxiety and experiencing bliss.

Question: As soon as one obtains this experience, who should be worshipped?

Answer: The Guru, one’s own Self and the body should be worshipped, seeing them as the reality.

I will worship as my own Self the gracious Guru who showed everything to be like jugglery, 

or the Self that is realised after scrutinising everything, 

or the body-temple that came to terminate the evil of birth.


Question: How to remove [or be rid of] the senses of perception?

Answer: They should be removed by seeing them as the Self.

O senses! You cherished and nourished me all these years. Now I have become blissful consciousness. 

 I have known you too, you who separate from me ...as my Self. 

Henceforth, remain one with me, without becoming divergent.


Question: Will the mind subside through the above means?

Answer: 

If it is firmly established in the experience of the Self, 

it will then shine as consciousness and remain still.


As mind roamed about, I too was similar to it, thus allowing myself to remain in an unquiet state. With my mind remaining still and motionless, I too remained similar to it, shining and dwelling like gold.

....

Amrita Saram

https://www.davidgodman.org/tattuvaraya-and-sorupananda/6/

The jnani knows that consciousness alone exists, and that there is nothing that is not consciousness. 

He knows consciousness entirely through consciousness.

 He is the Lord who exists without knowing or not knowing.

 He is indeed the Supreme Reality declared by the Vedas.


8 Declaring the good [or beneficial] path

Knowing them to be transient, renounce the thought of life here and hereafter. Walk the path of virtue.

 Turn back the mind. 

Seek the Self-realised. 

Hasten to know the true nature of reality.


9 That which is rare

It is rare indeed to obtain a human birth. Even if one gets it, it is  rarer to study the jnana scriptures. Rarer still is to become one who possesses renunciation.

But rarer than that is to become one possessing knowledge of reality.


1 The jnani’s actions

For both the jnani and the ajnani external conduct in activities such as eating look identical. 

But the mind of jnani is quite different. 

Though the breast of a woman is the same for both her baby and her husband, their mental development [leads to] different [results].

[Elsewhere in his writings Tattuvaraya expands on the idea in the last sentence by saying that when a lady’s breast is fondled by her baby it gives milk, but when it is fondled by her husband she feels intense joy, and she desires immediate union with him. 

For the ajnani actions are undertaken to yield sensory pleasures, but those same actions, if performed by a jnani, yield the bliss of the Self.

13 Greatness of the jnani

Space is extremely vast, but the great maya that gave birth to it is mere clay in the hands of Iswara. If one ponders over it, there is no one greater than Siva, 

but the one who has contained Siva in his mind is greater than Siva Himself.

17 Improper conduct

Those cruel hypocrites who have not removed the faults in their deluded minds, claiming, without having gained the true jnana born of yoga, that they are abiding as the one reality merely for the sake of food, will not attain liberation, and neither will those who hold them in their thoughts [their followers].

[‘For the sake of food’ denotes any kind of material benefit that is gained from pretending to be enlightened.]

Since births come to an end when the knower knows his real nature,
the fundamental cause of birth is ignorance of one’s real nature.

44 Renunciation

Those who want to bring to an end this birth in which one is caught in ignorance should realise that even the body is superfluous, and renounce completely.

 For those who do not, it is not easy to attain liberation, which is freedom from taking birth and dying.

[The verse includes an indirect reference to Tirukkural 345: ‘For those who seek an end to birth, the body itself is a superfluous burden. What then can we say of other forms of attachment?’]

92 The noble way

If the truth is known clearly, then that path which remains without conflict with any other path will be the path of becoming sat

If there is God’s grace, it is easy to attain.

 In the absence of God’s grace, it will be difficult for anyone.

185 The mature disciple

He who has realised in his mind, the impermanence of the body, 

he who feels like one caught in a raging fire, 

or like the frog in the mouth of an angry cobra 

– his heart, is like the prey caught in the tiger’s clasp.


186 The immature disciple

They do not have tapas, purity, truth and compassion. 

They do not worship the feet of the Guru. They do not believe in reality. They are eager to make money. Their thoughts are on enjoyments. It is not proper to bestow grace on these.

187 The immature disciple

The teaching which for some leads to clear attainment will for some others lead to perverse understanding. Though pure water is all the same, when the cow consumes it, she yields milk, but when the cobra consumes it, it yields poison.

.................

Paduturai

7

Mind of mine! Instead of remaining satisfied with what you get, wherever you get it, thinking it sufficient, you get up, not giving yourself the time to blink, and run around. Realise that this is the seed of a poverty that can never be eradicated. It is also the veiling [that will appear in or cause] the next birth.

..........Isanya desikar

 He spent many years in this cave, apparently trying to immerse himself in the state of nirvikalpa samadhi.

45

In my identity with the body I had the sense of ‘I’ and ‘mine’ in the three states of waking, dream and sleep. 

By Your gracious love this sense has vanished like a dream. 

You made me turn to you, O Arunachala, You who burn like a flame. 

You burnt away my Self-forgetfulness.

11

O Supreme Bliss! Eternal Plenitude! Teacher of Nama Sivaya! You who cannot be approached by the Agamas, the Puranas, the Itihasas and the Vedas! Father! Eternal One! The husband of Mother Unnamulai who resides in Arunai! 

Please instruct me about the supreme state: the single, infinite state that is full of silence, in which the flood of the unified taste of peace prevails, where the body and all enjoyments are blissfully forgotten, where true knowledge shines like the sun. This is the yogic state that is called ‘Being still’.

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65

I worshipped the Supreme Siva and by plunging into the ocean of his grace, found him to be the substratum. 

The bliss experienced by his devotees is inexplicable. Even the Vedas and the Agamas fail to describe it.

..............

76

The Self, fullness and perfection, can neither be described nor rejected. It is a state of bliss and knowledge beyond words, having no day and no night. It is called nishtha by the Vedas. The Self, complete in itself, is not something that can be caught hold of.

Nishta is derived from a word which means ‘balanced” or ‘in a state of equilibrium’. It denotes a state in which one is unwaveringly established in the Self.

.......

78

What Supreme shall we catch hold of? 

What is it that catches? 

The undivided whole, knowledge itself, is that Supreme.

 The greatness of those who can directly speak of this is indescribable.

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