Thursday, 8 June 2023

In Quest of God, Hints to aspirants

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Gita 9/22

To those who always remain absorbed in My meditation, to those ever harmonious, I bring full peace and security. 

To strive to approach, and understand Ram is to recede from the world of vanishing forms, because Ram is the only Truth - the only Reality.

Ram is a subtle and mysterious power that pervades and sustains the whole universe. Birthless and deathless is He. He is present in all things and in all creatures who only appear as separate entities, due to their ever-changing forms.

 To wake up from this illusion of forms is to realise at once the Unity or Love of Ram. 

Love of Ram means Love of all beings, all creatures, all things in this world; because Ram is in all and all is in Ram, and Ram is all in all. 

To realise this great Truth we, who, through ignorance, 

feel as separate individuals, 

should submit ourselves to the will 

and working of that Infinite Power - that Infinite Love - Ram - who is one and all-pervading. 

By a complete surrender to the 'will of Ram', 

we lose consciousness of the body 

which keeps us aloof from Him,

 and find ourselves in a state of complete identification and union with Ram, 

who is in us and everywhere around us. 

 In this condition, hatred which means consciousness of diversity, ceases, and 

Love, consciousness of Unity, is realised. 

This Divine Love can be attained by humbling ourselves to such a degree as to totally subdue our egoism, 

our self-assertion as a separate individual existence. 

Having reached this stage, we, by the awakened consciousness of Unity or Love,

are naturally prompted to sacrifice all the interests that concern the body, 

for the welfare of our fellow-men and fellow-creatures who are all manifestations of the same Ram.

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From gita:

“Abandoning all duties come to Me alone for shelter, sorrow not, I will liberate Thee from all sins.”

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Hints to aspirants

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If you wish to be a true spiritual aspirant, put down the ego whenever it raises its hood. 

Do not be self-assertive with regard to your relation with the world, but be self controlled over the lower impulses of the mind.

 Be the master of your mind and the servant of the people around you. 

Ego is extremely elusive. It will disappear only when the light of a deep and abiding contemplation of the Divine within you floods your mind. 

When God is installed in the heart, ego has no place in it.

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A spiritual aspirant’s bid is for immortality. His one aim is to realize God and discover his union with Him. 

To achieve this end he should transcend all relative human standards and conceptions. 

He should be perfectly fearless in his adventure into God’s Kingdom. 

Fear, vacillation and doubt should have no place in his life. 

It must be understood that only fearless, dare-devil souls fired with a burning zeal to know God and see Him can walk on the path and reach the goal.

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God draws the soul towards Him and the aspirant should respond to His call and let himself go, 

so that by His power he may travel towards Him and get united with Him. 

Resistance on the part of the aspirant is the cause of his failure and retrogression.

A heart steeled to the purpose can win the race. An unflinching steadiness, an unquenchable hope and an unshakeable faith lead him to the summit of the divine life, radiance and joy. 

When his mind wanders away from the central object of its quest, it takes directly a downward course where it meets with darkness and defeat.

 This is the occasion for him to raise his heart in a spirit of resignation towards God and surrender up his entire being into His hands.

 Such crucial psychological moments confront the life of all spiritual aspirants. At this stage distraction of every kind should be avoided with great care and watchfulness. Else, the aspirant will be lost to that fraternity of human souls who become the spiritual guides and lights of humanity.

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When he has come to know that Grace is the one thing that envelops him and pervades his entire being 

and that without  it he is nowhere, 

his individual sense will disappear with the result that he will be like an arrow striking the target and melting away into it

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Renunciation signifies giving up what you had held dear in the world through a burning aspiration for the realization of your Self — God. 

It is not a state which is forcibly achieved, but it is the spontaneous result of yourself turning utterly to the Divine.

When the one thought of God saturates your mind, naturally all other desires will disappear from it. 

Then the world and its objects lose all attraction for you. Your link or attachment to them gets broken.

 Now, you at once feel an inner freedom from the bondage of the flesh and all its cravings. 

In fact, for the time being, you turn your back entirely from the world of change by facing the Supreme Light of lights — God.

 The external form which such a renunciation takes is a mere symbol or expression, of the inner transformation and illumination. 

The perfection of spiritual experience consists in rising above all forms and standards, by realizing the Divine in all aspects of life. 

This is really a state beyond renunciation and enjoyment. It is an all-round divinization.

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Man, usually, sees all beings, objects and things in the world from his individual point of view. 

As such, he has cognizance only of diversity in the manifestation. This vision is the outcome of ignorance. 

When man is enlightened with the knowledge of the Supreme Spirit that dwells in him, he holds the same Truth pervading everywhere, with the result that he realizes a continuous and unbroken unity in this apparent diversity. 

He further knows that this Spirit or Atman is eternal, changeless and its nature is Light, Bliss and Peace. 

It is now that he, as the Supreme Spirit, witnesses all the movements and activities going on in this vast universe, remaining all the time unattached, unaffected and ever established in absolute Peace and Joy. This vision is simply sublime.

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The nature of selfless Love is unalloyed joy. It is Love for Love’s sake. In other words, Love here fulfills itself in loving. Such a Love has its root in eternity. It does not belong to the material aspect of life. So it springs from the immortal Source of your being. In fact, it is the light and perfume of the Divine Spirit within you. 

Such a Love universalizes your outlook, and brings about the fusion of the soul with God. When your heart overflows with Love towards all beings and creatures in the world, you experience a joy and ecstasy which is incomparable. God is defined as pure Bliss and Peace. So God is Love and Love is God.

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Watchfulness should be the principal trait in the nature of a Sadhaka, who is striving to purify and direct his mind towards the indwelling Reality. 

To let the mind conceive whatever thoughts it likes, and wander about without any check, and get itself entangled in a net of desires causes the defeat of the Sadhaka in his attempt to push forward on the divine path.

 He should be alert, awake and heedful. 

He should closely watch the movements of his mind and gradually wean it away from the path of ignorance and guide it on the path of knowledge. 

He should develop a witness-consciousness through meditation and self-surrender.

 It is a state of awareness of the immortal and radiant Truth within him. 

In fact, this awareness itself is God-realization.

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It is perfectly true that everything in the world happens by God’s will alone.

 His power is invincible. 

To submit to this power means to permit it to work in and through you irresistibly, 

not only for your own elevation and liberation, but also for bringing light and joy to others.

 Resistance to the divine will and power means frustration and misery. Therefore, recognize the truth that to look upon God as all in all can alone grant true freedom and peace.

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Communion with God can be cultivated in silence and solitude. 

The eternal Beloved in our hearts is ever waiting to raise us from the lower nature in which we are caught.

 What is required is that we should lift our gaze to Him, hand ourselves over to Him and permit Him to take us up and transform us into His likeness by infusing into us His radiance and joy. 

The moment our hearts are turned towards Him, we taste the sweetness of fellowship with Him. 

Thereafter our attachment to and longing for the perishable objects lose their hold on us. 

And when our communion with God becomes more and more intimate, we become entirely free from the shackles of the world. 

Our lives will then be divinely illumined and flow like a pure, sparkling, blissful stream. We will then talk, live and play with Him, and be active in all manner of ways in His closest company. 

Our vision now gets so thoroughly purified and universalized, that we not only do feel His presence ever with us, but also behold Him everywhere as everybody and everything.

 In this exalted experience the ego-sense completely vanishes and we float on the sea of Absolute Bliss and Peace perennially. Life now becomes a concentrated expression of the eternal Light and Joy. Love is now natural and spontaneous, saturating our every thought, feeling and act. Love now unifies, sanctifies and divinizes every part of our being, converting us into a veritable embodiment of Divinity. 

The distinction of God and devotee disappears. It is now that the soul experiences a state in which, Universe and God are one and the same.

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The crown of spiritual experience is the attainment of divine love — a love that goes beyond the bounds of all human calculations and standards and inundates all the world. 

This love is founded upon the highest realization of the Truth in all its aspects. 

It is imbued with wisdom eternal and a Vision that envelopes everything that exists

No words can describe the sublime glory of this love.

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Through complete self-surrender, 

the mind becomes still,

 the ego-sense disappears, 

and the soul merges into the infinite silence of the Spirit. 

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When this stage is attained, a human being becomes one with God, 

and all his actions flow out in pure spontaneity. 

The background and base of his life is at that point-

only this supreme Spirit which animates, activates and illumines his entire life and its movements. 

Just as a variety of pictures with different kinds of gestures and movements appear on a white and spotless screen, leaving no impression upon it. 

And as the pictures cannot be exhibited without the screen as the background, so all the phenomena of the universal manifestation and its playful activity are seen on the screen of the silent and still spirit of the Divine. 

Therefore, it is rightly said that the universe is not a creation, but a projection from the divine and immortal Reality

The aim is to realize our identity with this immortal Spirit and its manifestations. It is now that we think, speak and act as the divine power wills, in the perfect freedom of the Soul. 

We enjoy a peace and joy which is simply ineffable. This is the goal.

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Equal vision is born of the experience of our union and oneness in Spirit with all beings and creatures and things in the world. It is this vision that makes us love and serve all alike. 

It is now that we can  declare that all beings and things in the world are the very forms and expressions of the Divine Spirit — God. 

This love and this sight are truly divine in nature. 

A saint gifted with these qualities showers his Grace upon all. By awakening them, he leads them on the path of Truth. 

The very look of the saint is charged with a great spiritual force. 

On a mind prepared to receive it, it acts like a flash on a glazed surface, or like a jet of fire on a drop of water. 

All the dross of the mind is burnt away in an instant and the soul is lost in the splendour, joy and peace of the indwelling Spirit. 

This is what is called the instantaneous act of Grace.

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Adherence to the external forms of worship ceases when your mind is drawn inward. 

The object of all such worship is to achieve this aim.

In meditation, your mind should only think  of God who resides within you. 

And not wander about in the midst of passing scenes of the objective life. 

When you realize union with the Divine within you, you will have attained the fruit of all your Sadhana.

The mind going inward through the practice of prayer and meditation finds the presence of the Divine first within. Then outside of him. Then universally

You realize that you are the Spirit, not of local individual value, but of a universal nature and significance. 

You rise above all forms, thoughts and movements in which you had been involved when the mind was externalized. 

The inner perception and realization of God is the culmination of all spiritual effort.

Now you know who you are in reality. You are veril He!

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The world is indeed a stage on which we are playing our parts as in a drama. 

God is the one holder of the strings by manipulating which He makes us dance to His will. He controls us from within. If we are only conscious of this truth, we would enjoy real happiness and freedom. 

If we are not conscious, then we invite self-inflicted pains and misery. 

After all, pleasure and pain are felt according to the state of the mind. When the mind is swimming in the ocean of infinite joy, that is, when it is attuned to the eternal God, we experience peace which no words can describe. So let us recognize the sovereignty of the Supreme Spirit over all beings, and eliminate our ego-sense and live in harmony with all people on the earth, and thereby be blessed.

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When you have gone beyond the three-fold qualities of nature and beyond the pairs of opposites through complete surrender to the will of God, you can be perfectly tranquil, ever unaffected and unruffled even though moving and having your being in the midst of the world. 

Here your inner attitude to the external life is one of a witness — detached and dispassionate.

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What does one mean by living in the divine presence? 

God is defined as omnipresent which means that He is present everywhere in all beings and creatures and things. So He dwells within every one of us and permeates everything and every being around us. In fact, our real life is not different from His. 

To be ever conscious of this and to be ever basking in the sunshine of divine radiance and peace is to live in the presence of God. 

Indeed God is the soul of our soul, breath of our breath, the life of our life. 

To be absorbed in this consciousness and to be filled with the ecstasy born of our oneness with this Truth is to be an illumined image of divine love and peace.

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Some preach that action is the goal. Some others say renunciation of action is the goal. A mysterious union of action and inaction is the real goal. 

Action by itself binds and causes misery. Non-action again by itself makes life dry and insipid. 

In both the stages there is the consciousness ‘I am the doer’ or ‘I am not the doer’. 

This means the ‘I’ persists, which is the cause of bondage and verily the veil between the soul and God. 

Therefore the great teachers of the world, who have realized the perfect spiritual state, declare, 

“Surrender yourself to God and dissolve your ego-sense in His all-pervading and radiant existence and then live and act in the world, knowing yourself to be His child and servant.” 

In fact it is by His power and will alone that we are able to do anything. 

 Our physical and mental activities have their inception in the power of God. 

When such glorious surrender is attained, the exalted devotee at once acts and acts not.

 He lives in a state of perennial ecstasy — his spirit calm and serene within and the divine power active in his physical and mental being. 

Verily such a devotee is an embodiment of the divine Spirit and divine Power — a veritable child of God revealing all His splendour and greatness.

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When you are inwardly awakened to the knowledge of your Self, 

you become free from ego-sense 

which is the cause of your and the world’s misery.

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Be humble and be great. In humility lies the greatest virtue. 

Let God be your Master. He is within you. Let all parts of your being submit to the behest of the Master. Your limbs move as He wills, your words flow as He wills and your thoughts inspired by His will. His power pervades you. Be conscious of this. Then you will be accepted by the Master and you will be blessed.

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All we have to do is to rightly view and accept the dispensation of God in all that happens to us in the invisible inner sheaths of our being and the visible and outer manifestation around us. 

Disharmony and discord with the world is due to our failing to attune ourselves with the all-pervading Spirit inherent in all living beings and creatures. 

When our life is universalized, when the one all-pervading Truth is realized, when the plane of duality is dissolved and a state of absolute unity and non-duality is achieved,

 At that point, we will have known the secret of this life.

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Life’s fulfillment lies in the realization of the Divine. 

God is the only Reality and He has become everything in the world. 

So long as you feel separate from Him, you are living in ignorance which is the cause of misery and bondage. 

The supreme freedom and peace — the quest of life — can be attained only when this sense of separation from Him disappears. 

It is by the redeeming power of His grace that this ego-illusion that makes the individual think that he is a unit, living and acting by himself, having only a physical relationship with the world,

 is dispelled. 

God is, indeed, the truth of his being. God is the soul of the universe. The universe is His manifestation. Therefore, your life is to be ever attuned to Him who is in and out and everywhere. 

The chief condition for the attainment of this goal is absolute elimination of the ego-sense by the invincible power of His Grace.

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It is when you are dead to the lower self and all its desires,

 that you rise to a consciousness which is One 

and all in all.

 Let your life be controlled and directed to this great purpose. 

Let the sense-desires be completely subdued. 

 

In reality, the Divine life us built on the death of these desires.


Let your heart be completely turned to the Divine. God is the sum total of all existence.

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By this Sadhana you will be able to curb the restless nature of the mind. 

Without this preparatory process, meditation becomes impossible. 

Meditation means making the mind dwell upon the attributes of the Lord, as described in the Gita, namely, that He is eternal, all-pervading almighty, absolute freedom, peace, wisdom, love and bliss. 

Then, a stage will be reached when all the waves of the mind will cease, and it will be bathed in the stillness of the transcendental Reality within yourself. 

The object of meditation is to merge your individual sense and existence in the universal light and vision of God. 

 As a result of your Sadhana, you will then be able to rise above the body-idea and realize the omnipresence of God.

The above are a few hints on concentration and meditation. 

What is needed for a Sadhaka is earnestness, perseverance and steadiness of purpose. 

The path is difficult for one who is lukewarm about it, but it is easy for one who is really sincere and resolute.

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Sadhana means discipline for the control of the mind. 

Through a ceaseless process of concentration and meditation, you have to fix your thought on the supreme Reality dwelling within you. A wavering and restless mind cannot achieve anything. 

The mind, like a stream, should continuously flow towards the Divine. 

 A keen and unquenchable thirst to realize God must be present in the heart of the Sadhaka.

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Those who remember God always are bound to attain Him. By spiritual Sadhana, the mind and the intellect are purified and the ego-sense disappears.

 Once the ego-sense is dead, 

you feel you are nothing 

and God is everything. 

You realize that whatever was done by you was done by the power of God, and that even the Sadhana you did was done by God’s grace. 

Nay, by God Himself through you. 

You feel you are a mere instrument in His hands. 

Now your surrender to Him is complete and He takes you up higher and higher on the spiritual path.

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Real independence is spiritual. It is the inner freedom from fear and sorrow. 

This is attainable only by knowledge of the eternal by realization of the universal Divine Spirit.

 Ignorance is the cause of all bondage. Man’s forgetfulness of his true divine nature is the cause of ignorance and sorrow. Ignorance makes him identify himself wrongly with his body and crave for ephemeral things of the world. Knowledge alone can make him free and happy.

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Complete and unqualified resignation to the will of God in all your work is the path that leads you to the knowledge of the Atman or inner Self. 

Realize that all your actions are the spontaneous expressions of the Divine within you. 

Be bold and fearless. The infinite power of the Lord to guide and lead you on is ever with you. By constant remembrance of God and meditation, draw strength from this unfailing supreme source

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It is an established truth that we cannot please the world and God at the same time.  

The path of Truth is as narrow as the razor’s edge. 

Ramdas knows from experience that when he gave up all considerations relating to the world and struggled to walk on the path of Truth, he was assailed on all sides by biting criticism and persistent persecution.

 But these gratuitous (done without good reason) attacks, instead of putting a check on his progress, accelerated his pace towards the goal. 

The more we are reviled and disowned by the world, when we stand for God and God alone, the nearer we approach Him who is the only real Beloved of our heart. 

Tests come to us in various ways. Ours is to be unshaken in our adamantine purpose, and march onwards with a spirit of heroic adventure.

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When you have gained the bliss of Brahman, you have no earthly aims and ambitions. 

Name, fame and wealth or any other desire will then be incapable of luring you away. 

You are established in a state of perfect inner contentment, peace and joy. 

Complete elimination of the ego is essential.

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In all matters you should submit to the will of God. 

It is no good grumbling and feeling worried. 

The object of all spiritual practices is to remain calm by resigning to the will of God in all circumstances.

 Ours is to play our part well in this life, with full faith in God. 

Our real success lies in living such a life. Therefore Ramdas advises you not to be dispirited. You are entirely in the hands of God. Those who trust in Him are never lost.

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Mere intellectual understanding of things is entirely different from spiritual experience. 

What is required of us is to live the life which we idealize — not to talk and write beautifully about it, but to actually live it beautifully. 

True spiritual power and knowledge, far from working any evil on you, will elevate and ennoble your existence. Strive to attain the goal with all your strength and soul. There is no mystery-mongering about it — nor are there any occult subtleties. 

The path of surrender to God is the easiest and the safest path

Put yourself into His hands, in humility, laying aside all your vaunted pride of learning and other things. Be the child of the eternal Parent.

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The true devotee is he who, under all adverse circumstances, remains unshaken like a rock because his trust in the Almighty is so firm that it does not allow any vacillation. 

You are bravely facing all adverse circumstances that have fallen to your lot. You may depend upon it that Ram is always with you in your struggles against hardships.

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When you feel that you are nowhere, then it is that you are in tune with that supreme Spirit who is everywhere. 

Do not worry. 

Feel that He is dwelling within you and making you do all things according to His will.

Surrender, unqualified and all-sided, alone permits the divine Grace

to enlighten you. 

Give up the “I” consciousness and be perfectly at peace. 

You may be sure that whenever Ramdas smiles, he means nothing but blessings. Be patient and realize the supreme God of love and bliss within yourself

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In the early stages, you must know, sufferings that come to us are experienced as unpleasant. But when we have realized the fullness of divine grace, troubles and sufferings are felt by us quite in the opposite way; they not only do not affect us but are also transmuted into joy. Your mind will attain perfect peace by the power of the Mantra.

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The only way to have our mind ever filled with true peace and bliss is to continuously keep our thoughts in tune with the great Truth dwelling within us. 

By a practice of the repetition of the Ram Mantra the mind can be made to dwell always in God-consciousness. The more we draw our mind inward, towards the contemplation of the Lord, the greater will be its freedom from the restlessness and the turmoil of external desires and attachments. 

This process will gradually eliminate the ego-sense, and bring about a state of complete self-surrender. 

It is not really easy to bring under control the obstinate fickleness of the mind. A steady and sustained discipline is essential. Certain hours in the early morning, and before retirement to bed, must be devoted entirely to the remembrance and meditation of the Lord.

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A deep introspection and a persevering attempt to enter into the higher and exalted consciousness of your being will enable you to raise an invincible power within yourself, so that you can wield the internal and external forces to your best advantage. 

Realize that you are the immortal and all-blissful Spirit, and not merely a body which is only an ephemeral mask assumed by the Spirit for its play.

 Dive deep within yourself to know the secret and eternal source of your existence. 

The way to success, peace and power lies in this direction.

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Freedom is of the Atman within. Freedom relating to external conditions is no freedom. Realize that you are the immortal, ever free and all blissful Truth. The best way to utilize your spare time is to repeat constantly the divine Name. Learn to surrender to the supreme Being, and be ever contented.

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 By surrender to Him, one ought to realize Him as one’s own Self and Being and behold Him everywhere in the universe.

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The more you tune your thought with the almighty Divine dwelling within you, the more of self-control, purity and peace you will attain.

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When you have once taken complete refuge in God, you ought to give up all doubts and worries. 

You have to think that whatever way He decides the course of events in your life, it is always for good. 

Worldly honour and disgrace have no bearing on His decisions. 

We should bravely face the criticism of the people in the world and learn to remain unaffected by their remarks. 

You must freely and unreservedly put yourself in His hands. When we take whatever comes to us, either praise or blame, as the doings of the Lord, and feel that He means always well, we can be happy always. 

He can never come to our rescue if we do not give up worrying and restlessness. 

Self-surrender means a mind bathed in peace and calmness, attained through a complete submission to the divine will.

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The mind should be entirely devoted to the contemplation of the indwelling Divinity, 

so that it may gradually be drawn inward, 

until at last it merges in the real everlasting and all blissful Reality that is at the basis of all manifestation.

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Do not think that by resigning your post and going to any place — be it Anandashram or any other — you will be able to control the mind. 

Everything depends on the intensity of your hunger for the realization of God.


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In all cases of failure and disappointment, keep your mind ever at a high level of exultation, by adopting a spirit of complete surrender to the will of God. By Satsang and meditation, you can bravely withstand the attacks of worries and cares. 

It is no doubt a trying time. But it will pass away. Such days of stress and overwork shall not last long. God will grant you a life of peace and quietude. But now is the time when you should stand the test, and cling firmly to the feet of the Lord with all faith. Don’t give in. Cultivate forbearance, strength and resignation — and you will triumph over the apparently irksome and untoward situations.

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 Intense Vairagya is a necessary condition to realize the supremacy of Grace.

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Everything is really the manifestation of God. But you have to realize this truth. Merely saying so does not enable you to look upon everything as He. Experience is necessary. For gaining experience Sadhana is necessary.

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If you feel conscious that Divine grace or Guru’s grace is with you, that instant your mind will become perfectly pure and luminous. This requires faith and nothing but faith. Grace is ever showering on you. You have only to be conscious of it.

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When you surrender yourself to God, He will look after you in every way

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Wednesday, 7 June 2023

June 2023- Swami Ramdas reading list pdf, AS

 

Swami Ramdas reading list pdf:

'Hints to aspirants.'

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'In quest of God'

https://www.anandashram.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/In_Quest_of_God-1.pdf

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'In the vision of God'

https://www.anandashram.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/In_the_Vision_of_God.pdf

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From Swami Ramdas:


The path of pure and simple Bhakti is one of the easiest means to reach the all-powerful feet of the Lord. 

Self-surrender is the goal. 

Pure aspiration and ceaseless meditation constitute the path. All else is secondary.

By constant practice, keep your mind ever tuned to the infinite Truth.

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Self-surrender denotes a life lived in accordance with your exalted spiritual nature. 

Dwell in the Divine and act as inspired by Him within you, having no doubt or fear.

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The end of all Sadhanas is total self-surrender 

which means giving over your individual life into the complete control and guidance of the supreme Lord 

and thus remain ever in a state of perfect oneness with Him.

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It is He alone, within you and without you, that makes you act every part in this world-game.

 Realize this and be free from all bondages, and 

enjoy the ecstasy and peace of immortality.

Complete surrender to God denotes the divinisation of life.

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Face all the vicissitudes in life by throwing yourselves completely at the mercy of the Almighty Lord. 

When you are made to go through the fire of suffering, you can come out of it purified and strengthened. 

Such suffering constitutes real Sadhana for attaining God.

 The more bitter it is, the more rapid becomes your spiritual progress.

 God-realisation does not mean living in worldly comfort and opulence. 

It means living in peace and freedom, whatever the external conditions may be.

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The real sadhana is not to forget the Self.

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From part 3 AS 
near pg 77 onwards:

Bhagavan said, ‘Keeping the mind in the Heart is self-enquiry’. 


If you cannot do this by asking ‘Who am I?’ or by taking the T- thought back to its source, 

then meditation on the awareness ‘I am the all-pervasive Self is a great aid.

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Bhagavan often said that we should read and study the Ribhu Gita regularly.

In the Ribhu Gita it is said: 

‘That bhavana [mental attitude] “I am not the body, I am not the mind, I am Brahman, I am everything" is to be repeated again and again until this becomes the natural state.’

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part 4 AS

part 4
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Only those who have learned how to be still 

can abide in the Self.

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AS: If you can focus your mind on this ‘I am’ you need not do anything else. 

You do not have to cultivate a particular attitude towards it. 

If you keep your attention on it, 

it will eventually reveal all its secrets to you.

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Thursday, 4 May 2023

may 5 2023

 A mind that craves experience is unfit for realisation.

'I Am'=Staying as the substratum. 

Under any circumstances. 

You find yourself in this sansar, this world ...which is nothing but a ball of fire.

Due to 'lack of attention '

Due to clinging to fruitless fantasies. 

Cure yourself. 

By Tapa.

The proper understanding is that God alone is Real.

And you are That.

Without a shred of doubt.

What is wisdom?

That obvious conclusion that 'anything besides your Real nature shall harm you.

In other words- 'just Hold on to the Self'.

...

If you have a proper conviction that you are not the body, you need not remind yourself 'you are not the body'.

And make attempts to eradicate that  consciousness.

.....

 A novice is very eager to do sadhana.

The question should be asked 'who' wants to do sadhana and 'why'?

'For what?'

Then the need for sadhana disappears.

....

'I want You and You alone, God'-

is a Holy State. 

...

Let Infinite Intelligence dictate your life.

Not your petty Intelligence.

...

Reject all shapes and forms, entities..

As futile and the source of extreme trouble 

..

Way to Rudra, Shiva 

Is through Fire Alone.

The vasanas,  sanskaras won't get burnt otherwise. 

They have a tendency to cling like an udumbu otherwise 

....

Sati, hence is mandatory. 

Sita had to go Sati twice while alive.

...

The Source has to be found.

The thief has to be found. 

Janak. Namdev.

Mind's tendency is to externalise.

M introverted = The Best form if Tapa.

I disappears = The best form of tapa

...

Rising place of I = rising place of seeking....

...world, events, ideas, thoughts etc.

..and the belief in them.

.. 


Ability to sink in its source. 

All, what is of the Ego is very 'Lowly' 

...

Substratum = Shiva = I-I

..

You are Not the Ego.

No 3 states. No Triputis 

.....

You don't have to know too many things.

But the things you know, you have to know them very well.

Very, very, very well.

..

If the world doesn't exist- 

you have to know 

- how it doesn't exist 

- And then know it so well 

- That your attention is 'never ever' diverted 

To a world which does not exist.

.....Surrender.  Submit. 

Satya.   Shanti. Samarpan.

.....

Since your idea of body consciousness is very strong

- you think you met someone.

You went there.

An 'event' happened

...

No. Nothing ever happened. You did not meet anyone.

....

It's all a bhrama, illusion. 

.....

Let go ' body consciousness '

- And all events become nullified.

The seeking goes away. 

BC lies in C.

Hold C.

BC falls off.

..


Unceasingly Aham Aham. I I I I 

...


Hold on to the I consciousness 

And then let it dissolve.

...

Catch the thief. He will surrender. 

- And show you the way to the riches.

....

He is sitting on the pot of Gold.

Driving your attention,  here and there.

...

The I consciousness is itself blocking the real vision of God. 

I consciousness and God cannot exist together.

...

'This is' is utmost evil.

I am This = Self defeating.

Wake up  Cast it aside . It's evil.

...

I consciousness is the Evil.

Know that well.

....

Stay as the Self. 

Means Hold on tightly to the Substratum 

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From dd notes:

V Imp:

Bhagavan: 

There is no other way to succeed than to draw the mind back every time it turns outwards and fix it in the Self. 

There is no need for meditation or mantra or japa or dhyana or anything of the sort, because these are our real nature. 

All that is needed is to give up thinking of objects other than the Self


Meditation is not so much thinking of the Self as giving up thinking of the not-Self. 

When you give up thinking of outward objects and prevent your mind from going outwards and turn it inward and fix it in the Self, the Self alone will remain.


2 very imp sentences above
.......

Bhagavan: Talking of the ‘witness’ should not lead to the idea that there is a witness and something else apart from him that he is witnessing. 

......

v imp as always:

Watch and find out where in the body the ‘I’ arises and fix your mind on that.

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298

Concentrating one’s thoughts solely on the Self will lead to happiness or bliss. 

Drawing in the thoughts, restraining them and preventing them from going outwards is called vairagya.

 Fixing them in the Self is sadhana or abhyasa. 

Concentrating on the Heart is the same as concentrating on the Self.

 The Heart is another name for the Self.”

...........

Bhagavan continued, 

“You concede ‘I’ is not the body but something within it. See then from whence the ‘I’ arises within the body. See whether it arises and disappears, or is always present. 

You will admit there is an ‘I’ which emerges as soon as you wake up, sees the body, the world and all else, and ceases to exist when you sleep; and that there is another ‘I’ which exists apart from the body, independently of it, and which alone is with you when the body and the world do not exist for you, as for instance in sleep. 

Then ask yourself if you are not the same ‘I’ during sleep and during the other states. Are there two ‘I’s?

 You are the same one person always. Now, which can be real, the ‘I’ which comes and goes, 

or the ‘I’ which always abides? 

Then you will know that you are the Self.

 This is called Self-realisation. 

.....


Ramana shows us the way:

What way is there, except to draw in the mind as often as it strays or goes outward, and to fix it in the Self, as the Gita advises? 

Of course, it won’t be easy to do it. It will come only with practice or sadhana.” 

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“abhyasakale sahajam sthitim prahurupasanam” (Ramana Gita). 

(What is sahaja state is known as upasana during practice). 


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Sunday, 30 April 2023

may 2023

 Please let 'my will' go.

Let 'Divine Will' take its place.


If I am divine.

Then it will be understood that it was my will itself

by and by ...

....

A jiva's nature is characteristically 'very narrow' minded.

That itself makes him suffer.

Causes all sorts of problems.

He goes from one tragedy to another.

clinging is tragedy confirmed.

........

if Divine will (DW)

has not taken over, 

if you have not allowed to ride the free wave of tsunami success of DW

then you are essentially dwarfed

you are in essence a 'sufferer'.

.....

very nice to read and contemplate these things.

Only by 'letting go' you prove that you 'fully understand'

not otherwise.

.....

What is a holy state?

That state where there is an impossibility of:

Prayer, Will, Wish.

Hope.

Good news.

Bad news

.........

that state is pure

that state is full of sattva.

nirdwandwo bhavati.

......

The water asked the drop rejoining the oceam

'How was it living without the ocean?'

'Extraordinary pain'

The drop said

........

Any moment spent without the Self is extraordinary pain

........

If you try to fill yourself with anything without the sElf, you shall be emptied.

.....

If you fill yourself with Self, you shall never be emptied.

....

Don't take responsibility of things you cannot take responsibility of.

...

If you depend on events and things to facilitate holding on to the Self, 

Then aren't you a fool?

alternate word for 'fool' would be immature

to put it sweetly.'innocent'

Doesn't discount the fact 

that immense suffering shall be your fate.

confusion , contradiction...chasing one difficulty after another

That shall be your fate

If you do not surrender to the Self -

'Right Away'.

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Tuesday, 11 April 2023

Notes: April 2023


A collection of ramana and nisarga quotes under this website

https://www.yesvedanta.com/ramana-maharshi-nisargadatta-quotes/

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srg:

Nothing above 'sarvatma bhava'.

 Hold the substratum at all times. 

Even one moment. Millions.

..

silence ..the most powerful shaktipat.

but only for the qualified.

...

hot iron.. only ghava

otherwise first heat the iron

...

do you need sadhana?

only you know.

which means the guru knows

.....

but if you have this question

then you need sadhana

..

sadhna is holding on to the substratum

one in all

all in one

....

two is disease

two is falling

multiplicity is a chronic misunderstanding

There was never any entity 

who is to sadhana of whom and where

when whom and where truly don't exist

..

give up the childish differentiation of knower and known as separate 

you dont sleep nor dream n or are awake.

You are the consciousness beyond

which is unaffected by these phases

just like the moon never wanes or waxes..but appears so

The moon is always Full

You are always Perfect

....

im truly not the karta

This I know...now

.....

Being the Self for one moment 

is more important than millions of chantings and reciting mantras and doing exotic rituals.

more important than any shastrartha or attending classes multiple times.

....

Hold on to the Self in all occasions.

your house falls down

what do you do?

hold on to the Self

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apr 28

who am i

what i experience as I is definitely not i.

in fact all what you experience is asat since it is transitory.

the sat cannot be an experience. as an object. even as a subject.

..

The skill lies in scooping out of the experiencer phenomenon and with great effort, very great effort, stay stoicly, heroically as the substratum.

get out of the experienced, experiencer  phenomenon.

that is not you. it doesnt concern you.

stay exactly who you are ..as you are..

as you have always been

........


Aham Aham Aham Aham Aham Aham 

That which rises as ‘I’ in the body is the mind. 

If one inquires as to where in the body the thought ‘I’ rises first, one would discover that it rises in the Heart. 

srg : Where...heart

That is the place of the mind’s origin. 

Even if one thinks constantly ‘I’, ‘I’, one will be led to that place.

srg: aham aham 

Aham way higher than Om.

Om dwarfed in front of aham. 

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https://www.yesvedanta.com/ramana-maharshi-nisargadatta-quotes/


Of all the thoughts that arise in the mind, the ‘I’ thought is the first. It is only after the rise of the “I-thought” that other thoughts occur.

The thought ‘who am I?’ will destroy all other thoughts, and like the stick used for stirring the funeral pyre, it will itself be burnt up in the end. Then, there will be Self-realization.

When other thoughts arise, one should not pursue them but should diligently inquire: ‘To whom do they occur?’ It does not matter how many thoughts arise. As each thought arises, one should inquire with alertness, “To whom has this thought arisen?” The answer that would emerge would be “to me”. Thereupon if one inquires “Who am I?” the mind will go back to its source; and the thought that arose will subside.

With repeated practice in this manner, the mind will develop the power to stay in its source. When the mind that is subtle goes out through the brain and the sense organs, the gross names and forms appear; when it stays in the heart, the names and forms disappear. Not letting the mind go out, but retaining it in the Heart is what is called “inwardness”. Letting the mind go out of the Heart is known as “externalisation”. Thus, when the mind stays in the Heart, the ‘I’ which is the source of all thoughts will go, and the Self which ever exists will shine.

What exists in truth is the Self alone. The world, the individual soul, and God are appearances in it like silver in mother-of-pearl. These three appear at the same time, and disappear at the same time. The Self is that where there is absolutely no “I” thought. That is called “Silence”. The Self itself is the world; the Self itself is “I”; the Self itself is God; all is Siva, the Self.

He who gives himself up to the Self that is God is the most excellent devotee. 

Giving one self up to God, means constantly remembering the Self. 

Whatever burdens are thrown on God, He bears them all. Since the supreme power of God makes all things move, why should we, without submitting ourselves to it, constantly worry ourselves with thoughts as to what should be done and how, and what should not be done and how not? We know that the train carries all loads, so after getting on it why should we carry our small luggage on our head to our discomfort, instead of putting it down in the train and feeling at ease?

......

  • Unbroken “I, I” is the infinite ocean. The ego, the “I”-thought, remains only a bubble on it and is called Jiva or individual soul. The bubble too is water for when it bursts it only mixes with the ocean. When it remains a bubble it is still a part of the ocean.
  • Why do you wish to meditate at all? Because you wish to do so you are told “fix the mind in the Self”. Why do you not remain as you are without meditating?

  • Take no notice of the ego and its activities, but see on the light behind. The ego is the thought “I”. The true “I” is the Self.
  • The habits of the mind (vasanas) are the obstacles that hinder realization of the Self. [Because they keep you occupied with this and that, instead of focusing on your spiritual sadhana.]
  • The ultimate truth is so simple. It is nothing more than being in the pristine state. This is all that need be said.
  • You are That, here and now.… That is the master key for solving all doubts. The doubts arise in the mind. The mind is born of the ego. The ego rises from the Self. Search the source of the ego and the Self is revealed. That alone remains.
What is intense Vairagya?

  • Whatever thought may rise, not to let it live or grow, but to destroy it then and there, without the least slackness, by merging it back into its Source, is powerful and intense Vairagya [detachment].
A wonderful tip;

  • Is it not because you are knowledge [i.e. consciousness] itself that you are able to know the world? If instead of knowing the world, if you turn your attention, taking that Consciousness alone as your target, It will Itself as the Guru reveal the Truth [i.e. Reality].
  • Whenever a thought arises, instead of trying even a little either to follow it up or to fulfill it, it would be better to first enquire, “To whom did this thought arise?”
  • All thoughts are from the unreal ‘I’, i.e., the ‘I’-thought. Remain without thinking. So long as there is thought there will be fear.
  • Watch the mind. You must stand aloof from it. You are not the mind. And the Self will remain ever.
  • Actions form no bondage. Bondage is only the false notion, “I am the doer”. Leave off such thoughts and let the body and senses play their role, unimpeded by your interference.
  • The very purpose of self-enquiry is to focus the entire mind at its source. 
  • It is not, therefore, a case of one ‘I' searching for another ‘I'. 
  • Much less is self-enquiry an empty formula, for it involves an intense activity of the entire mind to keep it steadily poised in pure Self-awareness.
Abhyasa (spiritual practice) consists in withdrawal within the Self every time you are disturbed by thought. It is not concentration or destruction of the mind but withdrawal into the Self.
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  • The essence of mind is only awareness or consciousness. 
  • When the ego, however, dominates it, it functions as the reasoning, thinking or sensing faculty.
  •  The cosmic mind, being not limited by the ego, has nothing separate from itself and is therefore only aware. 
  • This is what the Bible means by ‘I am that I am'.
  • ............
  • From where does this ‘I' arise? 
  • Seek for it within; it then vanishes. 
  • ..........
  • This is the pursuit of wisdom.

  •  When the mind unceasingly investigates its own nature, it transpires that there is no such thing as mind. This is the direct path for all. The mind is merely thoughts. Of all thoughts the thought ‘I' is the root. Therefore the mind is only the thought ‘I'.
  • Samadhi with closed eyes is certainly good, but one must go further until it is realised that actionlessness and action are not hostile to each other. 
  • Fear of loss of samadhi while one is active is the sign of ignorance. 
  • Samadhi must be the natural life of everyone.
  • Why do you wish to meditate at all? Because you wish to do so you are told Atma samstham manah krtva (fixing the mind in the Self); why do you not remain as you are without meditating?
  • If you consider yourself as the body the world appears to be external. If you are the Self the world appears as Brahman.
  • Maya has no independent existence. Having brought out the illusion of the world as real, she continues to play upon the ignorance of the victims. When the reality of her not being is found, she disappears.
  • Abhyasa and vairagya are necessary. Vairagya is the absence of diffused thoughts; abhyasa is concentration on one thought only. The one is the positive and the other the negative aspect of meditation.
  • The feeling “I work” is the hindrance. Enquire, “Who works?” Remember, “Who am I?”. The work will not bind you. It will go on automatically. Make no effort either to work or to renounce work. Your effort is the bondage. What is bound to happen will happen.
  • Mind is only the dynamic power (sakti) of the Self.
  • Maharishi: Practice removes the samskaras.
    D: But samskaras are infinite and eternal – from beginningless time.
    Maharishi: This itself is a samskara. Give up that idea and all samskaras will disappear at once.
  • Q.: How to discern the ego from the Perfect ‘I-I’?
    Maharishi: That which rises and falls is the transient ‘I’. That which has neither origin nor end is the permanent ‘I-I’ consciousness.
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Nisarga

  • Once you have understood that you are nothing perceivable or conceivable, that whatever appears in the field of consciousness cannot be your Self,
  •   you will apply yourself to the eradication of all self-identification, as the only way that can take you to a deeper realization of your Self.
  • You literally progress by rejection – a veritable rocket.
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Saturday, 18 March 2023

dd mar 13

 337

This afternoon a visitor from Shimoga asked Bhagavan, 

“How to still the tossing mind?” 

Bhagavan replied, “Who asks this question? Is it the mind or you?” 

The visitor said, “The mind.” 

Bhagavan: If you see what this mind is, it will be stilled. 

Visitor: How to see what the mind is? 

Bhagavan: What is your idea of the mind? 

Visitor: My idea is, it is thought. 

 Bhagavan: The mind is a bundle of thoughts. But the source of all thoughts is the I-thought. So if you try to find out who this ‘I’ is, the mind will disappear. The mind will exist only so long as you think of external things. But when you draw it from external things and make it think of the mind or ‘I’ — in other words introvert it — it ceases to exist.

.....

The following is the English translation of Kannan’s letter as made by Mr. T.P.R, and myself the next day: 

“Oh Emperor Supreme, Ramana, who rules the world under the canopy of universal sovereignty, seated on the throne of the Heart! That day you graciously said: ‘Oh child, you being our beloved son, we bestow kingship on you. Assuming this sovereignty, be you happy!’ “I am seated in the audience hall. There have gathered the Prime Minister, mind, the assistant ministers, viz., the five sense organs, and the heads of executive authority, viz., five organs of action. Before me, they are making noise as they please. They daringly defy my authority. Often and suddenly, they darken the audience hall. If I say, ‘Enough. Leave me alone, all of you, and get away’, they are indulging in obstructive tactics and say that they will not go. I am having endless trouble. Enough for me, this kingship devoid of power. I have surrendered this kingship unto the Lotus Feet of Ramana who is my father and Master. “Bhagavan should release me and give his gracious protection or else teach me the secret of sovereignty, granting the necessary power. “Oh King, Refuge, Refuge, Refuge I-crave. Kannan. “You gave me refuge, saying, ‘Child, when the bell of extroversion rings, the assembly will gather. In the audience  hall, be ever raising the incense of vichara or enquiry. Mind, the minister, is a drunkard. Confusing himself with the intoxication of thought, he will keep confusing the assembly as well. This incense of vichara will clear the intoxication of thought. The assembly will function in order. As this incense of vichara increases more and more, those assembled will take leave. When the bell of ‘abidance’ rings, mind will finally disappear. All that incense of vichara transformed into light, you will abide as yourself, alone and blessed. “‘Therefore, you should not give up even for a moment this ‘Self-Enquiry’ of ‘Who am I?’ 

With the progressive increase of vichara, jagrat and swapna will merge in sahaja nirvikalpa samadhi. 

All sleep will become kevala nirvikalpa samadhi.

 The vichara will merge in swarupa.

Prayer “Ramana, my mother and father, you gave me the sword of jnana, termed vichara. 

Grant to this humble self, that has sought refuge at your feet, the necessary desirelessness to lay low and destroy the demon of ‘thought’ as and when it arises, with determination, and without any pity or compassion. 

“Lord, I surrender myself. Kannan.” Mr. Thiagaraja Iyer, Official Receiver of Madras, who was in the hall, asked Bhagavan, “Is this all imagination, the creation of the writer’s fancy, or real?” 

Bhagavan replied, “We don’t know. How can we say anything?”

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346

About 10-30 a.m. today a visitor asked Bhagavan, 

“The realised man has no further karma. He is not bound by his karma.  Why should he still remain with his body?” 

Bhagavan replied, “Who asks this question? Is it the realised man or the ajnani? 

Why should you bother what the jnani does or why he does anything? You look after yourself.” 

A little later he added, “You are under the impression you are the body. So you think the jnani also has a body.

 Does the jnani say he has a body? 


He may look to you as having a body and doing things with the body, as others do. The burnt rope still looks like a rope, but it can’t serve as a rope if you try to bind anything with it. 

So long as one identifies oneself with the body, all this is difficult to understand. That is why it is sometimes said in reply to such questions, 

‘The body of the jnani will continue till the force of prarabdha works itself out, and after the prarabdha is exhausted it will drop off. An illustration made use of in this connection is that of an arrow already discharged which will continue to advance and strike its target. 

But the truth is the jnani has transcended all karmas, including the prarabdha karma, and he is not bound by the body or its karmas.” 


The visitor also asked, “When a man realises the Self, what will he see?” 

Bhagavan replied,

 “There is no seeing. Seeing is only Being. 

The state of Self-realisation, as we call it, is not attaining something new or reaching some goal which is far away, but simply being that which you always are and which you always have been. 

All that is needed is that you give up your realisation of the not-true as true. 

All of us are realising, i.e. regarding as real, that which is not real. 


We have only to give up this practice on our part. 

Then we shall realise the Self as the Self, or in other words, ‘Be the Self’

At one stage one would laugh at oneself that one tried to discover the Self which is so self-evident

So, what can we say to this question? 

“That stage transcends the seer and the seen. There is no seer there to see anything. The seer who is seeing all this now ceases to exist and the Self alone remains.”

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349

24-11-46 Mrs. Chenoy (from Bombay) asked Bhagavan this evening (after reading Who am I?) whether it was the proper thing to do if she asked herself “Who am I?” and told herself she was not this body but a spirit, a spark from the divine flame. 

Bhagavan first said, “Yes, you might do that or whatever appeals to you. It will come right in the end.” But, after a little while, he told her: 

“There is a stage in the beginning, when you identify yourself with the body, when you are still having the body consciousness. 

At that stage, you have the feeling you are different from the reality or God, and then it is, you think of yourself as a devotee of God or as a servant or lover of God. This is the first stage. 

The second stage is when you think of yourself as a spark of the divine fire or a ray from the divine Sun. Even then there is still that sense of difference and the body-consciousness. 

The third stage will come when all such difference ceases to exist, and you realise that the Self alone exists. 

There is an ‘I’ which comes and goes, and another ‘I’ which always exists and abides. So long as the first ‘I’ exists, the body-consciousness and the sense of diversity or bheda buddhi will persist.

 Only when that ‘I’ dies, the reality will reveal itself.

 For instance, in sleep, the first ‘I’ does not exist. 

You are not then conscious of a body or the world. Only when that ‘I’ again comes up, as soon as you get out of sleep, do you become conscious of the body and this world. 

But in sleep you alone existed. For, when you wake up, you are able to say ‘I  slept soundly.’ You, that wake up and say so, are the same that existed during sleep. You don’t say that the ‘I’ which persisted during sleep was a different ‘I’ from the ‘I’ present in the waking state. 

That ‘I’ which persists always and does not come and go is the reality. 

The other ‘I’ which disappears in sleep is not real. One should try and realise in the waking state that state which unconsciously everyone attains in sleep, the state where the small ‘I’ disappears and the real ‘I’ alone is.” 

At this stage, Mrs. C. Asked, “But how is it to be done?” 

Bhagavan replied, “By enquiring from whence and how does this small ‘I’ arise. The root of all bheda buddhi is this ‘I’. It is at the root of all thoughts. If you enquire wherefrom it arises, it disappears.” 

Mrs. C. then asked, “Am I not then to say (in answer to my own question ‘Who am I?’) ‘I am not this body but a spirit etc.’?” 

Bhagavan then said, “No. The enquiry ‘Who am I?’ means really the enquiry within oneself as to wherefrom within the body the ‘I’-thought arises

If you concentrate your attention on such an enquiry, the ‘I’-thought being the root of all other thoughts, all thoughts will be destroyed and then the Self or the Big ‘I’ alone will remain as ever. 

You do not get anything new, or reach somewhere where you were not before. When all other thoughts which were hiding the Self are removed, the Self shines by itself.” 

Mrs. C. then referred to the portion in the book (Who am I ?) where it is said, “Even if you keep on saying ‘I’, ‘I’, it will take you to the Self or reality” and asked whether that was not the proper thing to be done. I explained,

 “The book says one must try and follow the enquiry method which consists in turning one’s thoughts inwards and trying to find out wherefrom the ‘I’, which is the root of all thoughts, arises. If one finds one is not able to do it, one may simply go on repeating ‘I’, ‘I’, as if it were a mantram like ‘Krishna’ or ‘Rama’ which people use in their japa. The idea is to concentrate on one thought to exclude all other thoughts and then eventually even the one thought will die.” On this, Mrs. C. asked me, “Will it be of any use if  one simply repeats ‘I’, ‘I’ mechanically?”

 I replied, “When one uses ‘I’ or other words like ‘Krishna’, one surely has in one’s own mind some idea of the God one calls by the name ‘I’ or anything else. When a man goes on repeating ‘Rama’ or ‘Krishna’, he can’t be thinking of a tree as the meaning behind it.” 

After all this, Bhagavan said, “Now you consider you are making an effort and uttering ‘I’, ‘I’ or other mantrams and making meditation. 

But when you reach the final stage, meditation will go on without any effort on your part. You can’t get away from it or stop it, for meditation, japa, or whatever else you call it, is your real nature.”

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28-11-46 

This evening just before parayana, a Telugu gentleman wrote a few questions and presented them to Bhagavan. Bhagavan replied to him. 

The questions in effect were: “They say that jivanmuktas are always having brahmakara vritti. Would they be having it during sleep? If they have it, then who is it that sleeps in their case?” 

Answer: “Of course, the jivanmuktas are having brahmakara vritti always, even during sleep. The real answer to the last question and the whole set of questions is that the jnani has neither the waking, dreaming, or sleeping avasthas, but only the turiya state. It is the jnani that sleeps. But he sleeps without sleeping or is awake while sleeping.”

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Bhagavan: People put various interpretations on the same texts, according to their pet theories. 

You quote for instance from Manikkavachakar and say he used the way advocated by your teacher, the way in which the soul  is to be made to leave the body by the tenth gate (and not by the nine gates). Can you point out a single line in that saint’s works where the phrase (tenth gate) occurs? 

You said the great ones used this yoga. What is the viyoga (separation) from? Who got that viyoga, and who wants to achieve yoga (union) again? That must first be known. 

The visitor also asked in the course of his long talk: “How else is the jiva (individual soul) to join sivam (God), how is the jivatman to become one with the Paramatman?” 

Bhagavan said, “We do not know anything about Siva or the Paramatman. We know the jiva. Or, rather, we know we exist. ‘I am’ is the only thing that always abides, even when the body does not exist for us, as for instance, when we are asleep. Let us take hold of this, and see wherefrom the ‘I’ sense or ahamkara, as you put it, arises.” 

The visitor asked Bhagavan, “I am asked to go the way by which I came. Then what will happen?” 

Bhagavan replied, “If you go, you go away. That is all. There is nothing more. You won’t come back. Because you asked ‘which way?’, I said ‘The way you came’. But who are you? Where are you now and where do you want to go, that one may show the way? All these questions will have to be first answered. So the most important thing is to find out who you are. Then all else will be solved.”

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Thereupon Bhagavan said, “It is said so in books. Who denies that good conduct is good or that it will eventually lead you to the goal? Good conduct or sat karma purifies the chitta or mind and gives you chitta suddhi. The pure mind attains jnana, which is what is meant by salvation. 

So, eventually jnana must be reached.

 i.e. the ego must be traced to its source.


 But to those to whom this does not appeal, we have to say sat karmas lead to chitta suddhi, and chitta suddhi will lead to right knowledge or jnana, and that in its turn gives salvation.

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dd mar 12

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4-8-46 

This morning Yogi Ramiah arrived. About 9-30 a.m. Bhagavan was looking into the Tamil paper Hindusthan and read out to me the following dialogue from it. 1st man: It is only if sorrows or troubles come to us that we think of God. 2nd man: Ah, you fool. If we are always thinking of God, how can any sorrows or troubles come to us? Why Bhagavan drew my attention to this, I do not know. I wonder if it is because I generally argue with him that it should not be necessary for an all-powerful and all-loving God to make us pass through pain to turn us towards Him

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Afternoon Yogi Ramiah gave his notebook to Bhagavan and said, pointing to Muruganar, 

“People like him would write verses on occasions like the forthcoming Jubilee. But people like me can do no such thing. Instead, I want Bhagavan to write something in my notebook.” 

Thereupon Bhagavan wrote on the back of the front page in the notebook, which he found blank, the Telugu version of the Tamil song which Bhagavan had composed when the late Somasundara Swami requested Bhagavan to write an ‘FÝjÕ’ in his notebook. The Sanskrit word for FÝjÕ being both a character in the alphabet and an imperishable thing, Bhagavan wrote punningly:

 @dLWU úRôùWÝj RôϪl ×jRLjúRô WdLWUô UKùRÝR Yô£jRô—VdLWUôm JùWÝjùRu ßkRôö Ùs[j ùRô°oYRôm AùWÝR YpXô WûR. 

Here in this book I write For you to read An akshara, But who can write The Akshara For ever shining in the heart? 

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298

Later, on a visitor’s request, Bhagavan said, 

“Concentrating one’s thoughts solely on the Self will lead to happiness or bliss. 

Drawing in the thoughts, restraining them and preventing them from going outwards is called vairagya.

 Fixing them in the Self is sadhana or abhyasa.

 Concentrating on the Heart is the same as concentrating on the Self. 

The Heart is another name for the Self.”

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17-8-46 

This morning, a number of Gujerati visitors arrived here, evidently returning from Pondicherry, after darshan there on the 15th. 

One of them asked Bhagavan, “What is meant by Self-realisation? Materialists say there is no such thing as God or Self.” 

Bhagavan said, “Never mind what the materialists or others say; and don’t bother about Self or God. Do you exist or not? What is your idea of yourself? What do you mean by ‘I’?” 

The visitor said he did not understand by ‘I’ his body, but something within his body. 

Thereupon, Bhagavan continued, “You concede ‘I’ is not the body but something within it. See then from whence the ‘I’ arises within the body. 

See whether it arises and disappears, or is always present.

 You will admit there is an ‘I’ which emerges as soon as you wake up, sees the body, the world and all else, and ceases to exist when you sleep; 

 There is another ‘I’ which exists apart from the body, independently of it, and which alone is with you when the body and the world do not exist for you, as for instance in sleep.

 Then ask yourself if you are not the same ‘I’ during sleep and during the other states. Are there two ‘I’s? You are the same one person always. 

Now, which can be real, the ‘I’ which comes and goes, or the ‘I’ which always abides?

 Then you will know that you are the Self. This is called Self-realisation. 

Self realisation is not however a state which is foreign to you, which is far from you, and which has to be reached by you. You are always in that state. 

You forget it, and identify yourself with the mind and its creation. 

To cease to identify yourself with the mind is all that is required. 

We have so long identified ourselves with the not-Self that we find it difficult to regard ourselves as the Self. 

Giving up this identification with the not-Self is all that is meant by Self-realisation. 

How to realise, i.e. make real, the Self? 

We have realised, i.e. regarded as real, what is unreal, the not-Self. 

To give up such false realisation is Self-realisation.”

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In the evening, after parayana, a visitor asked Bhagavan, “How to control the wandering mind?” 

He prefaced the question with the remark, “I want to ask Bhagavan a question which is troubling me.” 

Bhagavan replied, after laughing, “This is nothing peculiar to you. This is the question which is always asked by everybody and which is dealt with in all the books like the Gita. 

What way is there, except to draw in the mind as often as it strays or goes outward, and to fix it in the Self, as the Gita advises? 

Of course, it won’t be easy to do it. It will come only with practice or sadhana.” 

The visitor said, “The mind goes after only what it desires and won’t get fixed on the object we set before it.” 

Bhagavan said, “Everybody will go after only what gives happiness to him. Thinking that happiness comes from some object or other, you go after it. See from whence all happiness, including the happiness you regard as coming from sense objects, really comes. You will understand all happiness comes only from the Self, and then you will always abide in the Self.

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12-9-46 

Casually going through T.P.R.’s notebook I came across an entry there — Mithya=Jagat; Brahma bhavam=Satyam. As I remembered Bhagavan occasionally saying mithya means satyam, but did not quite grasp its significance, I asked Bhagavan about it. 

He said, “Yes. I say that now and then. What do you mean by real or satyam? Which do you call real?” 

I answered, “According to Vedanta, that which is permanent and unchanging, that alone is real. That of course is the definition of Reality.” 

Then, Bhagavan said, “These names and forms which constitute the world always change and perish. Hence they are called mithya. To limit the Self and regard it as these names and form is mithya. To regard all as Self is the Reality. The Advaitin says jagat is mithya, but he also says ‘All this is Brahman’. So it is clear that what he condemns is regarding the world as such to be real, not regarding the world as Brahman. He who sees the Self, sees only the Self in the world also. To the jnani it is immaterial whether the world appears or not. Whether it appears or not, his attention is always on the Self. It is like the letters and the paper on which the letters are printed. You are wholly  engrossed with the letters and have no attention left for the paper. But the jnani thinks only of the paper as the real substratum, whether the letters appear on it or not.”

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This evening, D.S. Sarma, asked Bhagavan: 

“In Western mysticism three definite stages are often spoken of — viz., Purgation, illumination and union. Was there any such stage as purgation — corresponding to what we call sadhana — in Bhagavan’s life?” 

Bhagavan replied, “I have never done any sadhana. I did not even know what sadhana was. Only long afterwards I came to know what sadhana was and how many different kinds of it there were. It is only if there was any object or anything different from me that I could think of it. Only if there was a goal to attain, I should have made sadhana to attain that goal. There was nothing which I wanted to obtain. I am now sitting with my eyes open. I was then sitting with my eyes closed. That was all the difference. I was not doing any sadhana even then. As I sat with my eyes closed, people said I was in samadhi. As I was not talking, they said I was in mauna. 

The fact is, I did nothing. Some Higher Power took hold of me and I was entirely in Its hand.” 

Bhagavan further added, “The books no doubt speak of sravana, manana, nididhyasana, samadhi and sakshatkara.

 We are always sakshat and what is there for one to attain karam of that? 

We call this world sakshat or pratyaksha. What is changing, what appears and disappears, what is not sakshat, we  regard as sakshat. We are always and nothing can be more directly present pratyaksha than we, and about that we say we have to attain sakshatkaram after all these sadhanas. Nothing can be more strange than this. 

The Self is not attained by doing anything,

 but remaining still and being as we are.”

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Bhagavan: You yourself concede, it is the direct method. 

It is the direct and easy method. When going after other things, alien to us, is so easy, how can it be difficult for one to go to one’s own Self?

 You talk of ‘Where to begin’.

 There is no beginning and no end. You are yourself the beginning and the end. 

If you are here and the Self somewhere else, and you have to reach that Self, you may be told how to start, how to travel and then how to reach. 

Suppose you who are now in Ramana Asramam ask, ‘I want to go to Ramana Asramam. How shall I start and how to reach it?’, what is one to say? A man’s search for the Self is like that. He is always the Self and nothing else. 

You say ‘Who am I?’ becomes a japa. It is not meant that you should go on asking ‘Who am I?’ In that case, thought will not so easily die. All japas are intended, by the use of one thought, the mantra, to exclude all other thoughts. This, japa eventually does for a man. All other thoughts, except the thought of the mantra, gradually die and then even that one thought dies. Our Self is of the nature of japa. Japa is always going on there. If we give up all thoughts, we shall find japa is always there  without any effort on our part. 

In the direct method, as you call it, by saying ask yourself ‘Who am I?’ you are told to concentrate within yourself where the I-thought (the root of all other thoughts) arises. As the Self is not outside but inside you, you are asked to dive within, instead of going without, and what can be more easy than going to yourself?

 But the fact remains that to some this method will seem difficult and will not appeal. 

That is why so many different methods have been taught. Each of them will appeal to some as the best and easiest. That is according to their pakva or fitness. But to some, nothing except the vichara marga will appeal. They will ask, ‘You want me to know or to see this or that. But who is the knower, the seer?’ Whatever other method may be chosen, there will be always a doer. That cannot be escaped. Who is that doer must be found out. Till that, the sadhana cannot be ended. So eventually, all must come to find out ‘Who am I?’. You complain that there is nothing preliminary or positive to start with. You have the ‘I’ to start with. You know you exist always, whereas the body does not exist always, e.g., in sleep. Sleep reveals that you exist even without a body. We identify the ‘I’ with a body, we regard the Self as having a body, and as having limits, and hence all our trouble. All that we have to do is to give up identifying our Self with the body, with forms and limits, and then we shall know ourselves as the Self that we always are

332 imp

Sarma quoted “abhyasakale sahajam sthitim prahurupasanam” (Ramana Gita).

 What is sahaja state is known as upasana during practice.


Bhagavan again repeated much of what he told Prof. Sarma and said, 

What is obvious, self-evident and most immediate to us, the Self, we say we are not able to see. 

On the other hand, we say that what we see with these eyes alone is pratyaksha (direct perception).

 There must first be the seer before anything could be seen. 

You are yourself the eye that sees. 

Yet, you say you don’t know the eye that sees, but know only the things seen. 

But for the Self, the Infinite Eye (@kRªXôdLi), referred to in the stanza in Ulladu Narpadu (Reality in Forty Verses), what can be seen? 

You want sakshatkaram. You are now doing karam of all these things, i.e. real-ising these things, regarding as real all these things, making real what is not real. 

If this karam is given up out of your present sakshatkaram of the unreal, then what will remain is that which is real or sakshat.”

.......

 Dr. Roy was asking Bhagavan, 

“In the case of persons who are not capable of long meditation, will it not be enough if they engage themselves in doing good to others?” 

Bhagavan replied, “Yes, it will do. The idea of good will be at their heart. That is enough. Good, God, Love, are all the same thing. If the person keeps continuously thinking of anyone of these, it will be enough. All meditation is for the purpose of keeping out all other thoughts.” 

After some pause, Bhagavan said,

 “When one realises the Truth and knows that there is neither the seer nor the seen, but only the Self that transcends both, that the Self alone is the screen or the substratum on which the shadow both of the ego and all that it sees, come and go, the feeling that one has not got eyesight, and that therefore one misses the sight of various things, will vanish. 

The realised being, though he has normal eyesight, does not see all these things.” 

He sees only the Self and nothing but the Self.

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After further discussion with Dr. Roy, Bhagavan added, 

“There is nothing wrong in seeing anything, this body or the world. The mistake lies in thinking you are the body. There is no harm in thinking the body is in you. The body, world, all  must be in the Self; or rather nothing can exist apart from the Self, as no pictures can be seen without the screen on which the shadows can be cast.” 

In answer to a question as to what is the best way to the goal, Bhagavan said, 

“There is no goal to be reached. There is nothing to be attained. You are the Self. You exist always. Nothing more can be predicated of the Self than that it exists. Seeing God or the Self is only being the Self or yourself. Seeing is being. You, being the Self, want to know how to attain the Self. It is something like a man being at Ramanasramam asking how many ways are there to reach Ramanasramam and which is the best way for him. All that is required of you is to give up the thought that you are this body and to give up all thoughts of the external things or the not-Self. As often as the mind goes out towards outward objects, prevent it and fix it in the Self or ‘I’. 

That is all the effort required on your part. The different methods prescribed by different thinkers are all agreed on this. The Advaita, Dvaita, Visishtadvaita schools and other schools all agree that the mind must give up thinking of external things and must think of the Self, or God as they may call it. That is called meditation. 

But meditation being our nature, you will find when you realise the Self that what was once the means is now the goal, that while once you had to make an effort, now you cannot get away from the Self even if you want.”

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