Saturday, 23 January 2021

jan 2021 notes

 

from july 2020 notes

rmkrshna

..... but if you feel no longing or love, it is all futile.

. but if you have no inner restlessness for God, you have no knowledge of Him.

He has become utterly free from the consciousness that he is the body. 

Prema means such love for God that it makes a man forget the world and also his body, which is so dear to him. Chaitanyadeva had prema.

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The inner consciousness must be awakened through the grace of God. 

Through this awakening a man goes into samadhi. 

He often forgets that he has a body. 

He gets rid of his attachment to 'woman and gold' and does not enjoy any talk unless it is about God. 


Worldly talk gives him pain

Through the awakening of the inner consciousness one realizes the All-pervading Consciousness."


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You must renounce immediately what you feel to be standing in your way. You should not put it off till the future. 


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Maitreya up


I-11. If a person’s mind, which is well attached to the region of the sense-objects, were turned towards Brahman, who will not be released from bondage ?


I-3. True knowledge consists of seeing non-different (in all); 

deep meditation consists of the mind freed from thinking on sensory objects; 

bathing is the removal of impurity in the mind and 

cleansing consists of controlling the senses.

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There is one reality without a second = solitude

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The wisest take to contemplation on the reality (of Brahman); 

the middling ones contemplate on the scripture; 

low people think of the mantras; 

the lowest are deluded by (the efficacy) of holy places. 


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II-38. Having perceived Truth internally and having perceived it externally, one should become identified with Truth, should derive delight from Truth, and should never deviate from Truth.

V-79. Owing to fascination for unreal objects, Consciousness engages Itself in things that are equally unreal.

 On realisation of the non existence of objects, Consciousness, becoming free from attachment, abstains (from them).

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IV-80. Then, there follows a state of stillness, when the Consciousness has become free from attachment and does not engage Itself (in unreal things).

 That is the object of vision to the wise. 

That is the (supreme) state on non-distinction, and that is birthless and non-dual.


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III-i-8: It is not comprehended through the eye, nor through speech, nor through the other senses; nor is It attained through austerity or karma. Since one becomes purified in mind through the favourableness of the intellect,

therefore can one see that indivisible Self through meditation.


 And It is to be known in the mind, which having become purified, this Self reveals Itself distinctly



III-ii-3: This Self is not attained through study, nor through the intellect, nor through much hearing.

 The very Self which this one (i.e. the aspirant) seeks is attainable through that fact of seeking; this Self of his reveals Its own nature.


 Having realized the all-pervasive One everywhere, these discriminating people, ever merged in contemplation, enter into the All.

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439  nadabindu u

19. That person always engaged in its contemplation and always absorbed in it should gradually leave off his body (or family) following the course of Yoga and avoiding all intercourse with society.

56. When the (spiritual) sight becomes fixed without any object to be seen, 


when the Vayu (Prana) becomes still without any effort, 

and when the Chitta becomes firm without any support, 

he becomes of the form of the internal sound of Brahma-Pranava. Such is the Upanishad.


One shall not return anger for anger; 

when abused he shall speak gently for the welfare (of all);



 he (the ascetic) should move about (as a mendicant monk) with the Self alone as his companion
He becomes fit for immortality by subduing the senses



I am the body = Kalasutra

                        = trap for Mahavichi        




III-50. Even if total ruin faces one, this

 (identifying the body with the Self) 

should be abandoned by every effort;

 it should not be touched (accepted) by a nobly-born person 

just as a (low born) tribal woman carrying dog’s meat.




 He shall utter ‘Narayana’ alone as the reply always (to other’s statements).

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In solitude he shall contemplate on Brahman (whole heartedly) in thought, word and deed


 The Turiyatita and the Avadhuta attain final beatitude in the (individual) Self by deeply meditating on the Self according to the maxim of the wasp and the worm.



By (ritual) practices of the scripture other than investigation into the Self, he does a useless thing, like the burden borne by a camel of a load of saffron flowers. 


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If an ascetic practises lores other than (Self-realization) it is like adorning a corpse.

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V-42. Departing (from human habitations) and resorting to a forest, possessing true knowledge and senses subdued, moving about awaiting the time (of death),

(the ascetic) becomes fit for absorption into Brahman.



considering everything other than the ‘I’ (i.e. the Self) to be false and transitory, 

he shall always speak of himself as Brahman. 


There is nothing else for him to know other than his Self.

 Being thus ‘liberated while living’ (jivanmukta) he lives as one who has fulfilled himself.

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'When once it is known that existence-awareness-happiness is the reality and names and forms are unreal',


Vedanta demands,


 'is it necessary to explore this world further?‘ 

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16. From being aware of the pure essence comes the shakti of non-duality. 


Austerity is the burning in the fire of immediate realization of the world’s falsity.

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That ascetic is liberated; he is adorable; he is the Yogin; he is the Immense; he is the Brahmana.

42. Complete quiescence of the mind is the practice of Brahmavidya. 

43. His movement is to unmani state



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The outgoing tendency of all the sense-organs subsides in him who rests in the Atman alone.

45. His activity is the bliss of the waves of immortality


48-50. When the consciousness (Samvit) is merged in Prana and when through practice the Prana goes through the upper hole into the Dvadasanta (the twelfth centre) above the palate, then the fluctuations of Prana are stopped. 

When the eye of consciousness (viz., the spiritual or third eye) becomes calm and clear so as to be able to distinctly see in the transparent Akasa at a distance of twelve digits from the tip of his nose, then the fluctuations of Prana are stopped. 

When the thoughts arising in the mind are bound up in the calm contemplation of the world of Taraka (star or eye) between one’s eyebrows and are (thus) destroyed, then the fluctuations cease.

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Even if there is a mild intoxication, it will give immense strength to the devotee to face the difficulties in the battle of life. Therefore Narada says: "matto bhavati. "

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V-113. ‘He who cherishes with the (creative) and liberating imagination (the thought that) all this is spirit, 

that the perception of difference is nescience, 


should renounce this (nescience) in all possible ways.


As the result of such Tapas, faith in scriptural truths springs into existence. 

By faith mental power comes. By mental power sense-control is made possible. 

By sense-control reflection is engendered. 


From reflection calmness of mind results. 

Conclusive experience of Truth follows calmness.

 By conclusive experience of Truth remembrance of IT is engendered.

 Remembrance produces continuous remembrance.

 From continuous remembrance results unbroken direct realization of Truth


 By such realization a person knows the Atman.

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He shall seek the (realization of the) Self. Remaining unclad, 



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V-42. Departing (from human habitations) and resorting to a forest, possessing true knowledge and senses subdued, moving about awaiting the time (of death),

(the ascetic) becomes fit for absorption into Brahman.

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272


disease of percepn of world illusion doesn't cease except thru mastery of M which is it's only remedy.

abandon all other activities like pilgrimages, daan dharma, austerities and bring M under control.
for your ultimate good.


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In the case of those who have been awakened by the study of scriptures, company of holy men, unceasing and vigilant practise of truth,

their C has reached the pure state of non objectiveness.


freedom when M ceases to be.



God cannot be realized until one has raga-bhakti.

 One must love God. In order to realize God one must be completely free from worldliness and direct all of one's mind to Him.

"But some acquire raga-bhakti directly.


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"If a man loves God, even the slightest thing kindles spiritual feeling in him. Then, repeating the name of Rama but once, he gets the fruit of ten million sandhyas.


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The inner consciousness must be awakened through the grace of God.

 Through this awakening a man goes into samadhi.


 He often forgets that he has a body. 

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427. That kind of mental function which cognises only the identity of the Self and Brahman

purified of all adjuncts, which is free from duality, and which concerns itself only with 
Pure Intelligence, is called illumination.

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Persons who practise sense-control shake off their sin by that.

 Perfect ascetics reached heaven gradually through sense-control. 

Sense-control is inaccessible to ordinary creatures. 

Everything is founded in sense-control. 

Therefore they say sense-control is the supreme (means of liberation).


Therefore they say that the power of inward concentration is the supreme means of liberation.


nsg (from june 2020)


One who knows he is not the body remains in constant self

 attentiveness


part 3 

A level of maturity is reached when nothing external is of any value, and the heart is ready to relinquish all. 

Then the real has a chance and it grasps it.


 Delays, if any, are caused by the mind being unwilling to see or discard. (514)




Non-investigation is the thread on which all the states of mind are strung.


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part 4

Self-surrender is the surrender of all self-concern. 

It cannot be done, it happens when you realize your true nature. (478)

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As self-identification with the body-mind
is the poison that brings bondage,

seek liberation by seeing that oneself is not
any thing personal or perceivable.

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Nothings stops you from being a dnyani here and now, except fear. 

[If you are still dreaming] it is because you have not really understood that you are dreaming. This is the essence of bondage - the mixing of the real with the unreal.

 In your present state, only the sense "I am" refers to reality; the "what" and the "how I am" are illusions imposed by destiny, or accident. (506)



tr rhsya

26. "Realise it yourself by turning your sight inward. You are only pure abstract Consciousness. 

Realise it this instant, for procrastination is not worthy of a good disciple

He should realise the Self at the moment of instruction.

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chp 18

3-5. "Why say so much about it? 


The long and short of it is this.

 Objective knowledge is gained by the mind; the mind cannot be objectified.

 Still it follows that there must be mind even in the absence of objects. 

Such pure mind entirely divested of all objective knowledge (or thoughts) is pure intelligence. 

Awareness is its nature. 

Therefore it is always realised, for no other knower beside itself can ever be admitted.

15. "For the Self is always self-resplendent and one without a second, and it displays diversities of phenomena as a mirror its reflections.

16. "Therefore rule out creation as a mere thought or series of thoughts and realise the non-dual, residual, pure intelligence as the Self.

17. "If the body and creation are transcended and the Self realised even once, there ensues that wisdom which will eradicate ignorance and override the cycle of births and deaths.

18. "Moksha (liberation) is not to be sought in heavens or on earth or in the nether regions. It is synonymous with Self-Realisation.


19. "Moksha is not anything to be got afresh for it is already there only to be realised. Such realisation arises with the elimination of ignorance. Absolutely nothing more is required to achieve the aim of life.

Note. - Sri Ramana says that Moksha is another name for 'I' or 'Self'.


88. "Hence the identity of space with the Self is not apparent to the learned

because they are incapable of investigating the Self with a steady mind

for that is diverted by its inherent disposition to go outward.



89-90. "Second-hand knowledge of the Self gathered from books or gurus can never emancipate a man until its truth is rightly investigated and applied to himself; direct Realisation alone will do that. Therefore, follow my advice and realise yourself, turning the mind inward.

Once you have understood this, the main obstacle to realization is removed. (476)

chp 19

10-13. "What kind of effort can avail to disclose the eternally self-resplendent consciousness?

Being coated with a thick crust of infinite vasanas (dispositions), it is not easily perceived.

The incrustation must first be soaked in the running steam of mind control and carefully scraped off with the sharp chisel of investigation.



 Then one must turn the closed urn of crystal quartz - namely, the mind cleaned in the aforesaid manner - on the grinding wheel of alertness and finally open the lid with the lever of discrimination.

"Lo! the gem enclosed within is now reached and that is all!
"Thus you see, Rama, that all efforts are directed to cleaning up the Augean stables of predispositions.


The study of philosophy in the absence of a longing for salvation, is like dressing up a corpse.

38-40. "Again, Rama, a casual desire for emancipation is also vain.


As long as you have the idea of influencing events, liberation is not for you: the very notion of doership, of being a cause, is bondage. (298)



Questions arise only to an entity.
till you feel you are an entity the spiritual talk ...etc   is a waste


One who transcends the attributes, abides in the Absolute.

first transcend body, then transcend C...


you are prior to C...in that state no pleasure pain


As long as you believe you are an entity all spiritual salvation and all this talk....useless.

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Nothings stops you from being a dnyani here and now, except fear. 




If you are still dreaming it is because you have not really understood that you are dreaming. This is the essence of bondage - the mixing of the real with the unreal

In your present state, only the sense "I am" refers to reality; the "what" and the "how I am" are illusions imposed by destiny, or accident. (506)

The "here" is everywhere, and the now always. 

Go beyond the "I-am-the-body" idea and you will find that space and time are in you and not you in space and time. 

Once you have understood this, the main obstacle to realization is removed. (476)


To know that you are neither in the body nor in the mind, though aware of both, is already self-knowledge. (518)


It is only your mind that prevents self-knowledge. (517)


[The cause of suffering is] self-identification with the limited. 


A level of maturity is reached when nothing external is of any value, and the heart is ready to relinquish all.

 Then the real has a chance and it grasps it. 

Delays, if any, are caused by the mind being unwilling to see or discard. (514)

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Nice observation:



Reality is not the result of a process; it is an explosion.


 It is definitely beyond the mind, but all you can do is to know your mind well. 

Not that the mind will help you, but by knowing your mind you may avoid your mind disabling you.

You have to be alert, or else your mind will play false with you.

 It is like watching a thief - not that you expect anything from a thief, but you do not want to be robbed. In the same way, you give a lot of attention to the mind without expecting anything from it. (189)




Once you have grasped the truth that the world is full of suffering, that to be born is a calamity, you will find the urge and the energy to go beyond.




As long as you take yourself to be a person, a body and a mind, separate from the stream of life, having a will of its own, pursuing its own aims, 

you are living merely on the surface

and whatever you do will be short-lived and of little value, 

mere straw to feed the flames of vanity. (492)

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 You cannot imagine the taste of pure water, you can only discover it by abandoning all flavourings. (509)



[Once the person is eliminated] nothing will remain, all will remain. The sense of identity will remain, but no longer identification with a particular body. 





The dissolution of personality is followed always by a sense of great relief, as if a heavy burden has fallen off. (401)

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Tuesday, 19 January 2021

Tiruvachakam additional notes-2

 Therefore he urges that all our desires, our

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THE HINDU TESTAMENT OF LOVE 


riches, love, power, body and soul should be surrendered to 
Him, not bitterly, not reluctantly, nay, not rebelliously, but 
joyfully. The sanctity of his detachment and renunciation 
is revealed in these verses. The Lord becomes the object 
of his impassioned desire and rooted thus, he asks triumph¬ 
antly— “Is there any obstruction that can bar my way”? 
His soul having apprehended the nature of the Beloved, in 
absolute abandonment of desire, he makes a grand offering 
of himself. “I give my all to Thee, Henceforth I claim no 
prerogative over myself”. 

The beauty of his vision of Love is described in the surg¬ 
ing chaos of the unexpressed. ‘ 

“Thou who cannot be beheld by the human eye, 

Thy gracious Feet, I beheld by Thy Grace, 

And my eyes rained bliss sublime so that 
Day and night on that alone I ponder”. 
When his ‘ego’ was vanquished by the 
act of Grace, in other words by the Guru’s initiation, then 
stepped in the Lord to abide in him and the effect of hi 
karmic deeds consumed, he was filled with an all-consuming 
love for the Eternal Light of God. Self-surrender, supplica¬ 
tion, dejection and rapture are the outcome of this persona 
experience. 

“I know myself no more; nor the recurrence of night and day. 
He who is beyond the reach of human thought and speec , 
He has maddened me with madness mystic”. 
“Non-attachment will straightway unite us 

To the holy band of God’s elect. 

Ah, then life’s ego-centred delusive perplexities 

Shall no more press upon me like the raging billows.” 

In this exalted state, the poet feels that he does not need 
anything in this life: 

“Glory I ask not; nor desire I wealth; 

Not earth nor heaven do I crave.. 

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THE HINDU TESTAMENT OF LOVE 


Of those that deny my Lord Siva. 

I have reached the sacred Feet of Perunturai. 

I have adorned His Feet. I do not move from here. 

I know no going hence a gain .” 

34.7. 

“Oh, precious Balm, distilled Honey, 

What I need I know, but how much 
I need, I yet do not know. 

Verily in my mind, He has commingled 
As life of my life, the Self of my soul”. 

34. 9. 
The journey to God should be undertaken in a true spirit 
of detachment and contemplation, in the company of the 
tested and truthful devotees. Those who pursue the goal 
steadfastly should not falter at any stage of the journey, nor 
halt because of their weakness. “In Him lies our strength 
and the self realises the SELF. In a beautiful stanza, he 
describes the nature of the true “Bhaktas”, devotees of the 
Lord. 

"They are self-possessed, with no ties binding them: 

Guided by their own inner light, they are their own master*. 

Oft they ask, ‘Who are we? What is ours?’ Away with desires! 

Illusion all! and so vanquishing the ‘Ego’, 

Join ye the holy band of saints of the King — 

Realise that in His Will lies the true goal of Life. 

Relinquishing all that is false and unreal. 

Be ye ready to follow the light that gleams 

From the beatific Feet of the Lord of Tillai.” 

45. 3. 
45. 3. 

In the answer to the question, ‘who is dear to the Lord and 
Master?’ we find the poetry and philosophy of Tiruvacna- 
kam, the Testament of Love and Beauty epitomised: 

“He is dear who annihilates the Ego and tunes his 

will to His Love. 

Desire and indignation completely abandoned, these 

pilgrim-seekers 

Should get ready immediately, for there is not much t ' m ® 

left on earth. 

Adorable are those men of God who surrender their 

will to His Will in peace. 

If they do not hasten, the gates of Sivapuram might be 

shut ’ere they 
“The Lord of Perunturai has made my heart 
His abode, and lighted it with Love. 

His coming has cleft sorrow’s bonds 

For ever, and banished darkness from my ken. 

What perfect bliss I experience”. 


PANDAAYA NAANMARAI* 48 THE ANCIENT SCRIPTURE 
v TIRUPPERUNTURAI 

QUINTESSENCE: THE AFTERMATH OF EXPERIENCE 

Who made me a Jivan Mukta? HmMJjouawhom 
the unreal to the Real? The salat attributes aU that KB. 
to the working of the potent force of the ^ 
there. 

In the experience of Siva’s final manifestation, St. Mani- 
vabhakar apprehends the Truth of Oneness. Hie is all that 
is. The poet has released himself from the world of images, 
and beckons us to do likewise; he does not shrink from the 
world of woes and delights as in the days of yore; he does 
not shun the world as a fearful place nor does he ignore 
it as a mirage. The One remains; the many change and 
pass away. ‘ ' 

“He sees it all the time as that \yhich it is”. 
8. 6. 

All the time-forms that change in the process of the cycle 
of ‘becoming’, gain a new meaning and a new, di gnity which 
without the vision of the Real, it could not have. This is 
the revelation of Reality which Manikkavachakar evokes 
in this “Song of Attainment”. 

It embodies the highest consummation of Manivachakaf's 
enjoyment of bliss, to experience that all things in their time , 
illusion, events in life as well as problems of life, have to 



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be viewed in the light of the Eternal. Behold the vision of 
the transfigured saint! Bereft of the corruptible and mutable 
nature, infused with bliss ineffable, gleaming in effulgence, 
he stands suffused with Love! The Lord of Perunturai 
had taken His abode in the temple of his heart, and had 
led him to Tillai, where he viewed the whole world as 
the abode of the Lord of Tillai. 
hese were the chords resounded by the poet to awaken 
us out of our sense slumber. “No more needless lethargy, 
q crown .of creation! Listen to the panacea . Sp pipes our 
saintly bard. A child’s appeal always moves the heart of 
a mother to tender compassion. So Manivachakar bids us 
plead with our divine Mother. “If she does not suckle us, 
shall we not become weaklings and perish? Oh mother, 
bestow thy loving care over us as we ; seek the solace of thy 
refuge. Turn us not away. Once thou did’st show us thy 
grace, and now is there no place for us?” 50. 5. 

If man batters at the door of Love ceaselessly, crying for 
liberation and union, the Lord cannot hide Himself. ‘-Shall 
He not say ‘Fear not my child,’ and extend the shelter of 
His Love? There is the Lord who holds his mystic Dance 
at Tillai, and whose primary purpose is to heed to the cries 
of His children in their tense moments , of pain and woe.” 
50. 6. What a comforting message does'Manivachakar im¬ 
mortalise in the closing songs of His great Poem! The Lord 
of Tillai, He who is the peerless splendour ‘Paranjothi’, the 
smile of the universe, will reveal His mighty Love to any 
man who calls on Him. The transfigured man in turn tries 
to uplift his fellowmen by the call to love and be loved.



Ever since the Lord ‘pierced him with the arrow of 
realisation’ and awakened his inner eye, Mamkkavachakar 
was able to realise that the divine grace was the greatest 
panacea against the miseries of Life. He traces the stages 
of God Realisation. The soul gets diffused with the light 
of the Lord, the kindly shepherd who leads His nock to 
Mukti, from where there is no return. 
51. 1. 

Manivachakar extols the glory of his soul’s realisation of 
the final Bliss or Mukti. The soul is set free from the in-: 
fluence of the threefold ‘bonds’, through the gift of the 
divine Grace, and having attained illumination rises on wings 
of love to live eternally in the conscious and full enjoy¬ 
ment of Siva’s presence, in everlasting bliss. The saint 
chases all the vain deluding joys and misguided duties that 
cross the path of man, and awakens him from his stupor, so 
that he will be in readiness to receive the welcome rains 
of Grace. Only then shall man liberate himself for ever 
from the weariness of existence. 

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When the soul acts in the body, the good and the bad 
results of its deeds are termed Karma. Maya which provides 
the agents, for the development of the soul, does not help the 
soul to understand the Lord beyond its ken. The finite 
cannot perceive the Infinite. Therefore Maya is viewed as a 
bond, because it limits the soul’s vision. The soul in com¬ 
bination with Anavam and Maya directs its actions, not 
always in the right way. The poet compares the might of 
delusion to the tempestuous billows. 34. 6. Thus the soul 
gets entangled in the mesh of its deeds, and ‘Karma’ is thus 
said to be one of the bonds. 26. 8. “I mistook as delightful 
this hovel (body) with dense darkness and the result of 
strong deeds”. Hence we find that Anava, Maya and Karma 
are said to be the three bonds of the soul which should be 
got rid of, if the soul should realise bliss. 48. 2. 
This is the picture of our ‘bhakta’ as he appeared before 
the initiation by his Sat-Guru at Perunturai. The dawn of 
true wisdom breaks the shackles of the five senses and Mani- 
vachakar takes the name of Panchakshara, ‘Namasivaya’— 
the name of the sacred glory, the name of Lord Siva, the 
word of Life. 

“Lonely, tost by life’s storms, in anguish sore 
On the great sea of birth with none to aid, 

Disturbed by carnal delights like ripened fruit, 

I lay entrapped in jaws of the sea-monster lust! 

Henceforth what way to ‘scape?’ oft I cried! Then 
seiz’d I the raft of Thy Five Letters! 

O Primal One, Thou showed me a boundless fertile shore, 
and made me, a rash insensate one, Thine own!’’ 

Tiruchadakam: 3. 27. 

To ward against the danger of falling into the abyss of 
Prapancha, the delusion of the world — the soul should 
strive to get nearer the light of God. The end of meditation 
is release from Pasubhava, the state of bondage, in which 
there is attachment to caste, creed and condition. In looking 
upon the Lord as other than the self, the soul has neces¬ 
sarily to be thought of as limited. One has to meditate there¬ 
fore on oneself as free from these trammels and as identical 
with the glorious, independent and blissful Siva. 

The lustrous Light with benign Grace 
Pierces the murky clouds of Maya and bestows 
Wisdom true for me to receive: 

And all Thy Glory, when I thus perceive, 

That Self is known aind a sigh I heave”. 
God performs the five-fold action (Panchakritya) because 
of his inherent infinite compassion to redeem souls from the 
bonds of mala — the principle of darkness— which holds 
them in its grip. Of these five actions, “srishti” (creation) 
is the first. It is meant to make the bonds of ‘pasa’ fit'for 
dissolution in due time, by creating the necessary bodies, 
organs and environments required for each soul. The second 
activity is “sthithi”. It is meant to protect or preserve for 
a time the created things, so as to enable the souls to enjoy 
the fruits of their action, and thus get rid of them, “Samhara” 
is the third activity which consists in dissolution of bodies 
and worlds in order to give rest to the wearied souls, and 
help them to get rid of the fatigue of their births and deaths. 
The fourth act is “Thirobhava”, which means concealment 
of the Lord from the gaze of the soul until it steadily enjoys 
the fruits of Karma, and at the same time makes sufficient 
progress in spiritual knowledge and longing for union with 
the Lord, rejecting the Pasa which has been holding it so 
far in bondage. The last act is known as ‘anugraha’ — 
bestowal of ineffable bliss on the aspirant soul after it has 
become fully qualified to feel at one with the Lord and enjoy 
His ‘Ananda’, infinite joy. It is only when we understand 
the above import of the Dance of Siva at Tillai, that we can 
fully appreciate Manivachakar’s ecstasy in the Tillai Odes.
In the ode on 
Tiruchadakam (5) it is said that Man by the grace : of a Guru 
begins seriously to enquire about the whence and the whither 
of himself and of the world, and about the means of attain¬ 
ing freedom from the imperfections of human life and of 
becoming one with the Supreme Being. Several births are 
required before man can reach the final goal. He has to 
practise several disciplines to build up a good and strong 
character. He has to achieve purity in body, thought, word 
and deed. He has to learn to refrain from evil and to tty 
to do good to others. 
In the later lyrics written at Tillai, Manivachakar had 
ceased to crave and beg for Grace. He had attained At-One- 
ment.' How do. we prove it? .If man realises that all the 
activities of all insentient and sentient creatures in the Uni¬ 
verse are really the activities of God, then he stands one 
with God. His very body and his physical and mental ap¬ 
paratus will be transformed as they become instruments of 
God. When thus ‘anava’ becomes powerless to attack, ‘maya* 
and ‘karma’ will also become incapable of disturbing the 
punned soul. -When in this manner the soul has got rid of the 
influence of anava, karma, and maya, the vision of the 
Grace of God will dawn, followed by the vision of Sivam, as 
manifested in the Odes on Tiru Tellenum, Tiru Empavai, 
Eagle Mount and the Testament of Attainment. 

In the Temple Lyric (22), the soul sees the infinite com¬ 
passion of the Lord, and the manner in which He has been 
helping the soul all through its stages of evolution — from 
its ‘kevala avastha’ right up to the ‘suddha avastha’, — by 
ever remaining in union with it, by helping the soul to see 
and by seeing Himself as well, and by promoting activity 
calculated to wear out the bonds of ‘pasa\ The realisation 
of this infinite compassion and love of the Supreme melts the 
heart of St. Manivachakar, freed as he is from ‘pasa\ Over¬ 
whelmed by a sense of gratitude, he loves the Lord intensely 
— Vide Ode on Dedication (33) and Prayer (32). These 
are some of the most plaintive strains in the whole range of 
religious poesy, Li 


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“I have donned the Lord’s Feet: I shall not lose my way. 

Never will I loosen it again/’ 

THE TESTIMONY OF THE REALISED 

4 Jivan Mukta is one who has obtained mukthi (freedom) 
while still in the body. Only active and intense love will fruc¬ 
tify into infinite bliss, which is “Siva Bhoga or Sivananda . 
Without such love for God, there can be no ‘AnandaVLove 
leads to bliss. The great Siva Jnani that St. Manikkayachakar 
is, he addresses the Lord endearingly as “Oh Bliss! Oh; my 
Love!” in the Temple Lyric (22) . 

‘My Ambrosia, nectar insatiable, . ' 

Flawless Gem, distilled honey!’ 

In the last Odes of Tiruvachakam, we see the Jivan , 
mukthas merging in the love for, and bliss of the Supreme 
Sivam. They see nothing but God in all things around, them. 
They have no caste or creed. They behave like children and 
act sometimes like mad men. They are found singing and 
dancing in ecstasy. They stand fixed in union with the Sup¬ 
reme, and nothing in the world can effectively drag-them 
down. They enjoy the vision and bliss of the Supreme, even 
when they are in the waking state.
37 . 10 . 

Here the concentration of dazzling light implies the great 
glory of God who can cut away our attachments, pie real¬ 
isation of infinity is presented in terms of diffused light. 
“All-pervasive through earth, heaven and other worlds. 

Oh. Thou expanse of light that spreads o’er all”. 

22 . 8 . 

An emotional response to the Lord’s ineffable bliss is evoked 
in the following line: 

“Weary I feel, seeking Thy gleam of fadeless bliss”. 

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There are many approaches to Truth. Diverse are the 
avenues that lead man to the Feet of God but the most signi¬ 
ficant and surest path is through the way of Love according 
to all sages and seers. 
Tirumular in ‘Tirumantiram’ wrote 
that the heart must melt in love to relish the supreme Love. 
In the last ode on the Lyric of Release, Manivachakar says: 
"With those fiery ones who know not that Blessed Path 
I was groping till He showed me the way of Love.” 
If we do not understand 1, 
it is not because we are ignorant of the underlying philo¬ 
sophy, but that we are blind to the vision of Love. 
first 10 stanzas decad dawn of divine illumination:
The only preparation necessary to 
lead one to this ladder is to relinquish all possessions, mate¬ 
rial and mental, and seek nothing
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The second posy unfolds the petals of discernment. The 
degree of advance towards the Beloved depends upon true 
knowledge and an intensely positive state of mind of the 
devotee. The injunctions of the scriptures and rituals ,should 
be followed until his conviction has become firm and well 
rooted. 

The third stage in this holy ascent is the first rap of love 
within himself. Doubts and fears assail him. Is it possible 
for a man to merge himself entirely in universal love? The 
question also involves another problem. Is it all “Thou” .or 
the impersonal “That”? Can there be dual throbs between 
himself and the world of persons and. things? ' The answer 
is given in the third lyric entitled “Dying unto self*’, when 
he discerns “this body” instead of “my body.” 

In the fourth stage, his devotion to the Divine Master is 
accentuated by worship, by discourses on the’Beloved, by 
remembrance of His sustaining initiation, and above all by 
the realisation of the need for purging the mind of all gross-, 
ness and baseness. “Purify my outer and Inner self, Qh 
Light serene,” is his refrain in this.decad. : '/ 

The fifth stage depicts the surrender of all his actions to 
the Beloved Guru..; His suffering becomes most, acute when 
perchance he forgets Him. He consecrates his body, mind 
and spirit at His Feet. “I tender to Thee my all.” 

The sixth avenue reveals the loneliness at his separate 
existence from the Beloved. The attendant miseries of sepa¬ 
ration, and the lure of distractions caused by the ephemeral 
things of the world gnaw upon his peace. 

In , the seventh step of the mystic ascent, we find the. de¬ 
votee exhausted and he prays for the all-embracing .balm of 
divine love that shall steady him in his doubts. “That I 
may not falter, look upon me with tender love.” ' ’ 

Then the veil of darkness begins to recede and 1 the *bard 
walks in the light' of grace flowing from the Divine mount. 
In meekness most lowly, he presses forward. So sweet is his 
experience as he realises his nearness to the “Unfolding of 
Bliss,” and this is the eighth step in his journey upward. 

In the ninth decad, we see the pilgrim of eternity with a 
halo of purity, as he takes his stride with the holy companions 



92 THE HINDU TESTAMENT OF LOVE 

of the most exalted Beloved. This association with the band 
of illumined devotees uplifts him and he sings the beauteous 
decad on “The rapture of Realisation.” 

Finally he reveals the last stage of all, “The ecstasy of 
Bliss.” Inexpressible is the rapture of this experience, as he 
soars on the topmost peak of beatific bliss. 
Long and arduous had been his ascent. By constant re¬ 
membrance of his Beloved and by spontaneous acts of 
charity, purifying his heart of all dross, and weeping at the 
suffering of bus fellow beings on earth, tossed by the allure¬ 
ments of this world and chastising himself through remorse 
and reproach for every shortcoming in his devotion, he at 
last reaches the mount of sublime peace. 
The last ode in 
this Canto seeks to portray a state of Peace that passeth 
understanding — a blissful experience indeed. 
A seeker of Truth having obtained the object of his search 
sees that alone, hears that alone, speaks of that alone and 
thinks of that alone. 
The Scribe of Eternal love regards him¬ 
self as the humble servant of humanity. He is ready to render 
service to all beings and thus serve God! He is at once a 
servant as well as a lover, who with choking voice expresses 
the infinite articulations of sacrifice and love. 
MY ROLE 

“What is the role you wish to play?” asks His Beloved. 
“The role of a humble ‘sevika’ (servant) unto Thee”, is the 
poet’s reply in the second stanza.
 “But first give me thy 
manna of grace”. A pure heart alone can worship Truth. 
Therefore the poet tells us that the discipline of observing 
the rules and rituals of devotion becomes a valuable sadhana 
(practice). Such preparation helps the inflow of His Love. 
‘.‘Though I lack all these practices, yet am I not thy serf? 
Thou who vanquished me! ’Twas Not my will! Oh for thy 
nectar!” 
BEWARE OF PITFALLS 

“So dense have I become that my ignorance shadows my 
path; not following the hard and narrow path of service, I 
stumble into alluring pitfalls and distracting attachments. 
Help me to perform such righteous acts that would uplift 
me. Enlighten me to adore Thee as lord of the universe and 
yet to behold Thee as dwelling in every object in this uni¬ 
verse; Lift me to see Thee in the elements, serve thee in life 
with understanding, experience thy relationship in all around; 
so that I may annihilate egoism which brings about the 
misery of separateness and greed. How shall I find thee as 
the mover of all things so near and yet so far, seen and un¬ 
seen, and finding Thee, how shall I pay my obeisance?”
Manivachakar reveals the secret thrill of his 
first sight of his Beloved ‘Guru’—^■ 

“The mighty Almighty laid hold on me 

The lowliest of the low, , , ■ 

And meekly drew me ’neath His lofty feet.” 

5. 2. 18. 

The stupendous incongruity of this impact makes him weep 
for death. What pathos is contained in his cry! 

“I sink; I totter; Endure. I cannot”. 

The voice of his Guru is heard in stillness and he is 
comforted: 

“Why despair? The remedy lies in your hands”. 

The poet counsels wisdom to his wayward mind to steady 
itself by constant concentration on the object of his love. 
“You could not have lived Oh mind, if ye had not praised 
the glory of the Lord”. The slow and leisurely rhythm of this 


98 THE HINDU TESTAMENT OF LOVE 

lyric is appropriate to a soliloquy, where Manivachakar dis¬ 
cerns the urgency for right understanding. In the third decad 
of Tiruchatakam, is worked out the steps by which man can 
attain right understanding. « 

Mortification of the Self 
'is it all “I” or all “Thou”? 

The poet is moved to follow the path of love, in order to 
assuage his sense of separation from the Supreme Self. Mani¬ 
vachakar relies on two main techniques to heighten his en¬ 
deavour, as he climbs up the Mount of Love. The incom¬ 
prehensible nature of his Beloved is constantly penetrated by 
the poet’s references to vedic and agamic allusions, and by 
his many illustrations of traditional beliefs and rituals. 
Secondly, we have in sharp contrast the picture of himself, 
an object of abject insignificance, having been chosen as His 
“vassal” of love! He was unworthy and was not meant for 
this high calling. How could his frail mortality withstand 
the torrential flow from the source of Love? The result of 
this encounter is witnessed in his maddening sensations of 
gasping, panting, throttling, choking, benumbing, melting, 
resisting, escaping until in. overwhelming awe, fear, disgust, 
pathos heroic, defiance and mirthsome frolic (the classic 
rasas of emotional experiences) he is strengthened to receive 
the offerings of Love divine. He was not ready for it but 
he was whipped into acceptance. 

When Manikkavachakar realised that there was absolutely 
no way ‘Out’, and that his enslavement was absolute, van¬ 
quished as he was by the insuperable power of the Divine 
will, he gave up his isolation and separateness and it was 
then that he experienced His living presence within him.
 It 
was at this juncture that he began his ascent on the mystic 
mount of love* step by step. Since his enslavement, he had 




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not e\en the prerogative to cast aside his body, for it was not 
“his own”, and therefore he determined to make it a fitting 
temple of God. This was the refrain of the third decad on 
“a dying unto self”. This spiritual unity synchronises with 
his third ascent up the mystic mount of love. 

LOVE RESPIRES ' 
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Sorrow and remorse so work upon Manivachakar that 
he longs to put an end to his misery. 
A fall from a rock 
or a dive deep down to the sea, even a plunge into the fire 
seem lesser of the evil to assuage his pang of separation 
from the Lord. 

“Like broken curds under the churning rod, 

I am whirled in the midst of alluring desires. 

Oh, the folly of abiding in the body!” 
ON THE FIFTH STEP. DECAD 5. 

In Return. 

“Not my mil but Thine.” 

Where has his despondency lead him? Into the valley of 
Doubt, the poet finds himself and gives us the reason for 
his lamentation in the opening lyric of the fifth decad: 
“Wallowing in bodily desire like the huge elephant, 

Forgetful I become, and I see Thee not, life of my life. 

Pain is all I see. Thou bade me ‘come’. Almighty Lord! 
Give me the boon to taste thy ambrosial bliss.” 
5. 5. 41. 

A purified heart, a life of purity alone can be a noble 
offering to the lord. That alone can be a fitting Return to 
the lord’s boundless love. Only a pure soul can commingle 
with the peerless purity of the lord. This is the burthen of 
his song in this decad. The poet paints a lurid picture of 
the fife of man on earth. Gripped in the pleasures of the 
fair damsels, a youthful prey to the vultures of desire, 
squandering the ‘living present’ in eating and sleeping, man 
forfeits his inner peace. The “essence of life” recedes from 
his ken. Pain spreads its tentacles. Thus tossed by grief, 
ingratitude and idleness, man pines for the solace of a spi¬ 
ritual Guru. 

The Poet’s memory of his Guru rivives his urge to see 
Him and render a ‘fit return’ of “a pure and contrite heart.” 
"To Thy humble serf. Thou did'st reveal Thy true self. 

I saw Thee once, I see Thee not now. Oh, the deceit 
Of my eyes! When shall I see Thee again.” 

5. 5. 50. 

The light of Wisdom is embodied in the God-head. Man 
symbolises the darkness of Ignorance in his pristine state of 
bondage. The Grace of God impels the soul of man to 
turn God-ward, and he is initiated as a votary of Truth. 
But the poet fears that without the proper discipline in this 
world of temptations, he might return to the state of igno¬ 
rance again! Jn order to abide by the way of Truth, the 
poet admonishes his soul step by step to get rid of all im¬ 
purities within and without.
 Only a purified soul will be 
an acceptable votary of the-lord. 
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. “Thy. true-lovers have attained Thee, Thou Truth of Truth”. 

5. 10 91. 

Leaning absolutely on The adamantine chains of love, the 
poet, is on the last stage of the ascent up the Mount of Love. 
The truest of true lovers of God have attained the bliss of 
truth. 
These men of God, pilgrim-lovers are no longer in-, 
subordinate subjects bound unwillingly by an overpowering 
master. They are neither hapless lovers nor helpless Inends 
but are inheritors of love — the seekers in immediate sight 
of their incomparable Beloved. 

“Thou changeless deluge of Love! As Guru Thou came 
Those that felt the impact offered their mite of Love 
And enjoyed the sanctity of unison in Love — 
“Thou changeless deluge of Love! As Guru Thou came 
Those that felt the impact offered their mite of Love 
And enjoyed the sanctity of unison in Love — 

Saintly lovers all who attained thy Bliss of Truth. 

From eternity, in lowly light of grace. 

In mortal form thou came, and I too saw Thee. 

But depraved stiff, hardened in my heart. 




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I groped in the dark and nether realms." 

5. 10. 91 

Manivachakar knew the cause of his long separation from, his 
Guru. He realised that the sooner he got rid of the body- 
barrier, the better for his spiritual experience* In the meta¬ 
phor of light, he seeks to convey to us the bliss of the reward 
of love, and in this last decad, there are frequent references 
to ‘Light’ and ‘Darkness’ as well as to Truth and Unreality. 
“Tell me”, he beseeches, “is it meet that Thou should’st 
leave me here, in falsehood thus to fall?” ~ 5. 10. 92. 

' “Though not deemed fit for the bliss of 'Realisation, 

Though cloaked in unreal vesture and egoistic vanities, 

When Thou bad st me come with loving glance 
My afflictions ceased; yet deceit,now seemed truth. ^ 

And yet I perished not. Oh blooming Lotus Foot! 
Fear and despondency 
are due to the lack of detachment (Vairagya), 
and not the 
result of any separation from the Gracious Feet. 
Actually 
the ‘seeming’ separation is no separation to one who can 
view the world in a spirit of non-attachment. 
The poet’s magical power of expressing with the utmost 
poignancy man’s spiritual weariness, his menacing perplexi¬ 
ties and his immense difficulty to abandon the grip of the 
world, are conveyed with a precise and clear apprehensioU 
of the human soul and its ultimate destiny, 

“To be free from frailty, ignorance and fear, 

To be free from conflict which makes him suffer so much, 

To be free from cares, loneliness, despondency, sensual 

attachment. 

To be free from wrong judgment, indiscrimination. 

To be free from infidelity and insincerity. 

To be free from the temptations of the flesh to err; 

To be free to sing and adore. 

To serve the Master and his followers steadfastly. 

To thirst after Him and hunger for His Love, 

To be liberated from all taints of humanity 
And so attain the Feet of Siva.” 

This is his prayer. 
THE ESSENCE OF THE POEM 

‘In Grace, Thou initiated me. My Guru, leave me not in 
this sinful world’. ‘Why Fear’? comes the hidden voice of 
the Guru. ‘I am always with you and you are safe in this 
world’. Manivachakar’s reply is, “I feel faint, wilt thou not 
support me?” 6. 1. 

“My frailty for the charms 
Of worldly enjoyments still persists. 

Leave me not in loying Grace. 
“Rooted in sensual delights, I stand 

Like a tree thriving on the banks of a river. 

Leave me not in this world of allurements. 

In Grace, should Thou not succour me?” 

6. 3. 

“I dislike being caressed by the streams of worldly love, 

Like the luxuriant trees fed by the river.” 

- Thus he craves for the life-giving milk of ‘SaktT —the 
Grace of the lord. His skilful use of similes and allusions 
from the rich heritage of the Tamilian literature enrich the 
poetry of his prayer. 

“Thou did’st hold me in thy hands and I slipped. 

Apart from thy benignant grace, I thrive here. 

Free me from ignorance, Thou who art the radiant light! 

6. 4. 

“Like a moth in burning light 

What an easy prey I fall to the beguiling charm of women. 
Free me from all such impediments. 

That I declined to be cherished by Thy Grace!” 

6. 5. 

“For denying Thy Grace, hate me not — 

Free me from my ignorance, my Gem, 

And from the taint of evil deeds; 

Should not the Magnanimous One 
Bear with the default of the poor ones?” 
6 . 6 . 

“Thou who initiated a victim of false values! 

Why hidest now thy bliss. Healer of my evil ways. 

Leave me not in falsehood without thy loving Grace. 

O. /. 

“That my wrongs be righted by thy balmy Grace, I perspire. 
Desire and fear wage a constant war within me* 

Leave me not without Grace, in such conflict!” 

NEETHAL VINNAPPAM 121 

“Thy Feet in fullness filled my heart 

But I swerved from thy sway and grew lean* 

Leave me not without Grace/* 

6 . 10 . 

“Behold the ant caught in between a burning brand. 

Such bewilderment faces me. 

Leave me not alone, that I waste my days in despair. 

I pine, I gasp at this my perplexity. 

Free me victorious warrior with the trident.** 

6. 9. 
s the ants that swarm round the ghee pot,' 

Leave me not lest I lose my power of discrimination.” 

6. 24. 

“Mighty One, who never forsakes His loved ones! 

Leave me not to be gnawed by attractions 
Of the world, like the worm amidst ants.” * 

1 6. 25. 

“He who upheld the Ganges in his locks 

And who saved the moon from waning 

Out of his great mercy, will He not protect me? 

When the waters ebb, the little fishes faint on the shore. 

So bereft of Thee, I quake and faint.” 

6. 26. 6. 27. 
“I erred from thq right path and was upset. 

Shrine of my heart, leave me not alone, 

Thou, who saved the Gods from trouble!” 

6. 28. 

“Churned like curdled milk, 

I swing under the sway of the senses. 

Leave me not to whirl in evil ways, 

Oh, victorious Father mine.” 

6. 29. 

“TosSed about in sensations’ delights, 

Perplexed sore, I. thrive here. 

Leave me not Essence pure.” 

6. 30. 

‘Thou, who pervadest every object, leave me not.” 

6. 31. 

“I'm caught in the mesh of pleasures. 

Except to thy truest saints 
Thou, who art beyond discernment. 

Leave me not.” 


6. 32. 

"When Thou art my supreme Helper, 

Why do I seek the guide of false senses? 

Leave me not to gloat in "Egoism.” 

Source of my Life! Strength of my Soul! 

No more can I bear the pain of mortality.” 

"Leave me not to be ensnared in the net of lust. 
Free me fro“The moment. He became my inner Light 
That moment, I crossed the sea of desire. 

The moment that 1 starved my preying senses. 

That moment, they fled helpless from me! 

Ego annihilated, “I am” —thus play we Thonokkam’Vt 

' I5.tl4. m the pangs of sensuality.” 

"Leave me not — my goal of bliss to be tortured 
In the sea where crocodiles roam. 
‘Like the rising 
sun that drives away the gloom, the Sun of Grace riseth to¬ 
day within my heart. I’ve seen with my inner eye thy true 
nature and ceaselessly ponder, there is naught else but Thee. 

My dim sense of unreality wanes little by little, as nearer 
and nearer I draw unto thy light. In no objects, are Thou 
manifest. Who can know Thee’? Svetasvatara Upamshad 
Mantras 16 and 20 also resound the same sentiments. “Sure¬ 
ly is He the Guardian of all in every creature hid; in whom 
the seers of Brahm, powers divine are (all) conjoined. 
Thus knowing Him, one cuts the bonds of Death. 
Him knowing 
(in his form, benign Siva) in every creature hid, thought 
One, yet all embracing, knowing Him God, from every bond, 
one is free”. “Smaller than small, yet greater than great, 
in the heart of these creatures God doth repose. That free 
from desire he sees clearly with his grief gone, by His 
Grace”. 
The soul was embedded in darkness; then the ray of light 
from the sun of Mercy (God-Guru) entered. As ignor¬ 
ance wanes before the light of God, the soul perceives the 
Pure Intelligence and there is no conscious differentiation 
of subject and object. The Lord and the Atma exist in this 
state of everlasting union and bliss where the Pure Intel¬ 
ligence, Sat, has drawn the ‘satasat’ impure Intelligence, into 
its own, making it shed off its impurity that has been the 
cause of its separation, of differentiation. Vide Tiru- 
mular’s Tirumantiram — First Tantra No. 8. 
If one fixes God in the light engendered in himself by 
concentration of attention inwards; and adores Him in that 
condition and then desires for His Grace, the Lord will 
grant his desires, being in himself. Every blind man’s 
desire is to regain his eyesight. but, supposing he regained 
his eyesight, will the darkness be removed, which formerly 
pressed on his eye? Not, surely, unless the Glorious sun 
(God) deigns to reveal to him in His Supreme Mercyi And 
the sun is of course of no use to the blind so long .as-his 
blindness lasted. So h© has to realise himself by being 
balanced in, pleasure and pain»-.'and by. .the removal of - his 
egoism and realise hisLprd, -till now-hid id: his .heart. „ 

People of all ages and climes have asked and will ask 
always whether there is pleasure from this passage from 
bondage to freedom. Mamkkavachakar bids us to consider 
the case of the blind man passing from darkness to sudden 
light. Will there be pleasure or not? 

Gleaming as the earth and all the spheres, 

Oh, Thou expanse of matchless Effulgence! 

Source of fire in water. Pure One beyond compare. 

Sweetness that wells forth in the heart 

Made beauteous by the gushing waters of Grace. 

Siva, dweller in the great holy Shrine 
Who are my kin? Who my neighbours here? 

O splendour mine! To Bliss, lead Thou me on. 

22 . 8 . 

In radiant forms art Thou beheld indeed 
O Formless One! Incomparably wondrous, 

The Beginning, the Middle and the End. ’ 

Great Ocean of Bliss who destroys life's ills. 

Rock of Grace, distilled goodness, Siva, 

Dweller in the great holy shrine. 

Wherefore can’st Thou quit me now? 

The Refuge of Thy Feet I crave and dine 

22. 9. 

Thou gavest Thyself to me . and Thou didst take me. 
Beneficent Lord! Tell me whose gains are more? 

Everlasting Bliss have I scored on my side. 

What hast Thou added from me and my largess? 

Oh Lord, who art enshrined in the essence of Man, 

Siva, dweller in the great holy shrine, 

Father mine! Thou did’st come to fortify my body. 

Naught have I to give Thee in return! 


“Thou art my all. My Comfort Thou! 

My trepidation Thou! My good and ill Thou art— ‘ . 

None other have I here”— ;. - . 

The nature of the purifying process is to annihilate self-hood 
and the adamantine ego-hocd of man. 

“Myself,” mine — I know no more! 

“Day and night’s recurrence know I not”— • 

In this thorough purging, the soul is in the throes of desolation and cries out that it is abandoned by the Lord. 
Even the 
titles of the lyrics in this section give us an idea of, the spiri¬ 
tual ennui, the agony of the last purge. 

“I’ll yearn, as a cow yearns for her call. 

Let my pining soul melt in love, 

’Neath Thy resounding Feet”. 

• . 1 39. 3. 

; Then follows a state of transcendent vitality —.the unitive 
life pictured in the lyrics on Tillai, the lyric of Flaming.Love 
and The Miracle Ode, which satisfies the three aspects o* 
the Self-knowledge, will and love. ... 

Then we pass on to the true goal of the Bhakta’s quest. 
It is union with the Lord, after the soul has undertaken the 
last journey to God. His soul is immersed in supreme under¬ 
standing, wisdom, and eternal peace as in the Ode on The 
Testament of Attainment. 



176 THE HINDU TESTAMENT OF LOVE 

In this lyric, we get a vision as over-powering as Dante’s 
final intuition of Reality. The soul in its exalted state is seen 
stooping down to view the things “of the earth earthy” strip¬ 
ping herself of the insignia of wisdom and power, initiated 
into the atmosphere of Eternity, and united with the Abso¬ 
lute. The soul “self naughted”, becomes pure, plunged in 
ineffable bliss. 
The only panacea against 
the ills of man is the balm of His Refuge;
ASAI PATHU: 25. V ODE TO LOVE 

PLACE: TIRUPPERUNTURA1 

QUINTESSENCE: THE LAKSHANA OF ASPIRATION 

Wave after wave of spiritual yearning follows one another 
in rapid succession, from the vortex of the “Temple Lyric” 
at Tillai. These billows break on the shores of our hearts. 
The surging of Manivachakar’s aspiration, for fulfilment per¬ 
colates every fibre of our being and tingles with its ebb or 
flow. From now onwards. We behold- Manivachakar on the 
basement of Eternity and we follow him from afar, and 
glimpse into the ken beyond with mute awe and holy prayer. 

“One is enthralled by the wiles of the Fair. Will Thou not free me? Purify me, Oh, My spotless pearl, who gave me A place midst pious saints.”

“Deceived by my foes, the senses five, I feel so far away from thy Gracious Feet, Leave me not to such affliction, Oh Thou who art Without and within me, my light of Grace.*’ 6 . 11 . “I forsook Thee for the pleasures of the World. Yet leave me not in sorrow for my disloyalty. Great ocean of Grace that can quench my thirst.” 6 . 12 . “I know not how to quaff from Thy sea of Grace. Like the dog that laps the muddy waters of the lake And is still not quenched, so am I too. Leave me not to thirst. Thou who art the flood of bliss.” 6. 13.
ASAI PATHU: 25. V ODE TO LOVE 

PLACE: TIRUPPERUNTURA1 

QUINTESSENCE: THE LAKSHANA OF ASPIRATION 

Wave after wave of spiritual yearning follows one another 
in rapid succession, from the vortex of the “Temple Lyric” 
at Tillai. These billows break on the shores of our hearts. 
The surging of Manivachakar’s aspiration, for fulfilment per¬ 
colates every fibre of our being and tingles with its ebb or 
flow. From now onwards. We behold- Manivachakar on the 
basement of Eternity and we follow him from afar, and 
glimpse into the ken beyond with mute awe and holy prayer. 
183 


He who is not intelligible to many but understood only 
by those who are poor in spirit, my father with the triple 
eye of wisdom and wearing on his shining locks the crescent 
moon, with the tender grace of a mother. He purified me 
from the taint of ‘Karmic’ deeds and accepted me into His 
select band of saints. 26. 3. 

I was considered an eccentric man by the world; I strayed 
from the path of those that had espoused the way of righte¬ 
ousness. But my weakness did not deter my Father. He 
guided me so that I did not fall a prey to evil habits and 
sloth and enrolled me as one of his “chosen band”. 26. 4. 

My Lord who with the entwined serpent and flame in 
hand and who performs the mystic dance, turned me from 
the ignoble service of the world to that of his chosen saints, 
even though I did not worship Him with conventional rituals. 
This frail body, which I falsely mistook to be an object of 
value, was embedded in ignorance, and subject to the effect 

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of past ‘deeds’. The wonder of wonders is that He led me 
from the unreal to the real, from darkness to the light of 
Truth. 27. 10. 


In this lyric of wonder, the lover of God exposes the true 
nature of the body, its capricious attitudes, vanities and pur¬ 
suit of the evanescent joys of life. At the same time he 
dwells on the wonder of the overflowing love of God, who 
freed him from all imperfections and who gave him a new 
lease of life in the company of His devout saints. 
“I raise my complaint against Thee. 

And I do so out of my love for Thee. 

To guide and strengthen me is Thy duty. 

Lo! I fall upon the thorns of life — 

No more! Call me to Thee.” 

28. 3. 
QUINTESSENCE: THE PURIFYING PROCESS 

‘Grace’ , is the “Open Sesame” that opens the gates 'of 
divine happiness to the soul of man, and every seeker of God 

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(Jivan-Mukta) attains his realisation through the silent work¬ 
ing of the power of ‘Grace’. The force of ‘Grace’ is mani¬ 
fested in the universe and in the heart of man. Its ways are 
mysterious, for like the wind it bloweth where it listeth. 
Manivachakar had prepared the ground by his child-like trust 
and the pledge of unswerving fidelity in the previous lyric on 
‘The Burthen of Life’, for the current of Grace to flow 
• freely into his life. Without the purifying force of Grace, 
the soul’s journey to God would not be possible. He cannot 
see God by his own efforts even if he searches the whole 
world. He addresses with beseeching love, his master, the 
Lord of Perunturai to continue to feed him with the nectar 
of Grace, that he may for ever continue to love Him deeply 
and intensely, and push upward to the goal of the celestial 
mount of God, Kailas, the abode of Lord Siva. The refrain 
in this ode has a peculiar charm: 

“If I, thy bondsman, call on Thee most lovingly, 

Wilt Thou not assure me of Thy tender grace?” 
It is indeed a significant appeal for greater purification in the 
path of self-realisation, a significant call of a significant Jivan- 
mukta for significant living. 
“In pretty Perunturai’s precious boat, 

I got in and steered the bark of Grace. 

Oh, Thou who art invincible did come 
And showed thyself upon the Eagle Hill.” 
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I was tied up like the meek cow. 

Then the Lord fed me with the nectar of bliss. 

He purged me from the strains of life. 

He freed me from all afflictions. 

Thus liberated. I’ve come to the Liberator 

He who holds His mystic dance at Tillai.” 
When a man does not make himself a fitting receptacle of 
Love, but depends superficially on the Lord’s gracious munificence, he is sure to feel abandoned and suffer disappointment.
Ask and it shall be given” has been proved to be 
true by the worthy saints of God. He follows their technique and beseeches the Lord for greater illumination. 32. 7. 
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